ooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh god. damnit.
somehow my parents found out about my nude modeling lol, something i was trying to keep from them and trying to explain it to people that sent me to catholic school was possibly the worlds most difficult task.
however my mother was drunk as usual when we talked through so i distracted her away from it by asking for a new laptop, which she says i can have if i work toward my exams. so sony z series here i come
im getting a bit too obsessed with the skinny girls thread and i know i need to stay out of it because its triggering my anorexia again but i just cant. i wish i could block myself from that one thread with the pictures. because i feel so damned obese every time i look at those skinny girls. and at 7st im not obese, but i feel it. the bf made me gain a stone since like feb and it doesnt feel good
sigh. i will have to get used to not being skinny, but i dont know if i can.
somehow my parents found out about my nude modeling lol, something i was trying to keep from them and trying to explain it to people that sent me to catholic school was possibly the worlds most difficult task.
however my mother was drunk as usual when we talked through so i distracted her away from it by asking for a new laptop, which she says i can have if i work toward my exams. so sony z series here i come
im getting a bit too obsessed with the skinny girls thread and i know i need to stay out of it because its triggering my anorexia again but i just cant. i wish i could block myself from that one thread with the pictures. because i feel so damned obese every time i look at those skinny girls. and at 7st im not obese, but i feel it. the bf made me gain a stone since like feb and it doesnt feel good
sigh. i will have to get used to not being skinny, but i dont know if i can.
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good plan batman. might just have to try it
btw, just a tip, best to answer in the other person's blog if you want them to know you responded.