Okay, so I have a confession.
I am the most stressful girlfriend ever.
I am in the process of recovering from my 10 year battle with anorexia and bulimia and have been doing so damn well, but a couple of weeks ago I got ill and couldn't eat so much as it was making me sick.
It brought back all my old feelings and now they're really difficult to ignore and I am being so grumpy and stressed about my weight and things. The bf knows I gained weight for him [from 6st to 7.5] but I'm not back at 7st and remembering the good feelings i once associated with getting skinnier.
And he gets migraines when he's stressed. really fucking bad ones. none for months. 4 in the past 2 weeks.
its all my fault.
sigh.
i thought i was supposed to be good for him, make ihm happy and all that shit.
oh well. the battle begins.
Saphyra <3
I am the most stressful girlfriend ever.
I am in the process of recovering from my 10 year battle with anorexia and bulimia and have been doing so damn well, but a couple of weeks ago I got ill and couldn't eat so much as it was making me sick.
It brought back all my old feelings and now they're really difficult to ignore and I am being so grumpy and stressed about my weight and things. The bf knows I gained weight for him [from 6st to 7.5] but I'm not back at 7st and remembering the good feelings i once associated with getting skinnier.
And he gets migraines when he's stressed. really fucking bad ones. none for months. 4 in the past 2 weeks.
its all my fault.
sigh.
i thought i was supposed to be good for him, make ihm happy and all that shit.
oh well. the battle begins.
Saphyra <3