Hey Guys 
Argh, I can already feel that this is going to be a pretty long blog again haha although i never eem to say anything of any real worth at all, which is kinda pointless really. Argh. I just don't even understand what is going on in my whole life atm. Like, my two best friends in the whole world, well two of my...
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Argh, I can already feel that this is going to be a pretty long blog again haha although i never eem to say anything of any real worth at all, which is kinda pointless really. Argh. I just don't even understand what is going on in my whole life atm. Like, my two best friends in the whole world, well two of my...
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hypnokitten:
well, I'm not a psychiatrist but I'd be willing to play one on tv I suppose if you need? Just poke at me if you need and I'll be at my best confidential but not-quite-therapist / advice-column. In the meanwhile I am really sorry you are going through all this crap. 
*hugs*
*hugs*
radkatdjsound:
ive been there and there and there. thats whare im at now and oh yeah over there too.its like your blog is a big map and im whares waldo.hmm a place to vent is a favorite reason why i come to SG and for teh theraputic value of the point of blogs and journals .i consider you are a noble person .take care of your self ive heard the laws over there are much more brutal . consequences for lesser infractions of the law and considering your health could be herendous.i dont have much to say but your energy is felt when ever i visit yur profile or check on my frensbloggs .updated ones i mean.
Heyyyy you wonderful people.
So, another rambly wonderful read in store for all of you today, most likely full of ranting and illogical statements, so if you can't keep up I don't blame you
Actually, if you get to the end of this I'll be very surprised, and you can request a picture of choice to reward you for your efforts 
Anywayysss...
First off on...
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So, another rambly wonderful read in store for all of you today, most likely full of ranting and illogical statements, so if you can't keep up I don't blame you
Actually, if you get to the end of this I'll be very surprised, and you can request a picture of choice to reward you for your efforts
Anywayysss...
First off on...
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saphyrachaos:
Haha yeah, it really sucks tbh Damn it all! Lols
And I shall see what I can doooo x
Damn it all! Lols
And I shall see what I can doooo
x
redireflex:
that really sounds like some shitty combinations of events, though it seems that nearly everyone I speak to who is going through exams at the moment is having a similar combination of poorly planned and organised bits (though without any of the external issues adding to it).
Hey Guys
Sooo a lot's been happening!
I've been on my ritalin for just over 2 weeks now, and I seem to be adjusting okay so far. I'm on 45mg a day, not sure if this is a lot or not, haven't really got anything to base it on but hey ho. I've been having my pulse and blood pressure measured every week, and so...
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Sooo a lot's been happening!
I've been on my ritalin for just over 2 weeks now, and I seem to be adjusting okay so far. I'm on 45mg a day, not sure if this is a lot or not, haven't really got anything to base it on but hey ho. I've been having my pulse and blood pressure measured every week, and so...
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Weeellllll major stressss.
Exams coming up, I have 6 coming up, but they're just about to put me on a trial for ritalin. 2 weeks before the exams. Obviously if it helps that's great, but I'm very very VERY known for getting ridiculous side effects/strange effects and very long adjustment periods. Am wondering whether it's worth telling the Uni about it all. I'm already taking...
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Exams coming up, I have 6 coming up, but they're just about to put me on a trial for ritalin. 2 weeks before the exams. Obviously if it helps that's great, but I'm very very VERY known for getting ridiculous side effects/strange effects and very long adjustment periods. Am wondering whether it's worth telling the Uni about it all. I'm already taking...
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metatag:
I recommend that you do mention the exams to the doctors and check if there is a sensible option to delay the change in medication. The answer may be no and you may have done that already, but your exams are important so it is worth managing the change.
Likewise, you should talk to your Uni if you do need to change the medication. They are there to help you.
I am trying to loose weight at the moment and I have a good idea why your weight is going up and down. I get the same effect when I drink and it's just the water content of your body changing. 500ml of water weights about one pound, so you don't need to add much water to get changes like that. If you weigh yourself before and after going to the toilet, you can see changes of a few pounds.
Your body is perfectly normal and it would be better to weigh yourself once a week, but I saw from your earlier posts that you have an ED. Perhaps it will help to know that the change day to day is normal.
By the way, I saw your post looking for a photographer in the hopefuls group, but there is no mention which area you are in. PM me if you want to discuss a shoot.
Likewise, you should talk to your Uni if you do need to change the medication. They are there to help you.
I am trying to loose weight at the moment and I have a good idea why your weight is going up and down. I get the same effect when I drink and it's just the water content of your body changing. 500ml of water weights about one pound, so you don't need to add much water to get changes like that. If you weigh yourself before and after going to the toilet, you can see changes of a few pounds.
Your body is perfectly normal and it would be better to weigh yourself once a week, but I saw from your earlier posts that you have an ED. Perhaps it will help to know that the change day to day is normal.
By the way, I saw your post looking for a photographer in the hopefuls group, but there is no mention which area you are in. PM me if you want to discuss a shoot.
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hypnokitten:
Hehehe - very cute, I likes
stuffing:
wow! They are extremely colourful!
sooooooooo i'm a tad confused and getting frustrated.
Been with my bf since the end of march. He's on my uni course and I know him well. I've always had a bit of a reputation on my course for being flirty and a bit crazy etctetc I always wear quite random stuff, bright colours, short skirts and I'm generally really outgoing and most of my...
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Been with my bf since the end of march. He's on my uni course and I know him well. I've always had a bit of a reputation on my course for being flirty and a bit crazy etctetc I always wear quite random stuff, bright colours, short skirts and I'm generally really outgoing and most of my...
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tactical:
This does not sound good
desdmonia:
only thing i can suggest is: will you be fullfilled with him not being your Sir or Master? As a sub, if I am not owned by the one i am with it will not last. generally clingy is a submissive trait, so i feel like you won't be happy if your sub side is not being fulfilled. at least thats me.
if your relationship with him isn't d/s directed, then its normal for him to be uncomfortable since he knows you are a sub - because that is a need that needs to be fulfilled. if he knows you have that need but knows he is not fulfilling it, of course he'll be paranoid because he'll suspect you will find fulfillment from a Sir elsewhere.
this was a big problem with an ex i dated and lived with for 2 years - he couldnt dom me so i repeatedly cheated on him, though i loved him very much and still do. from now on i will only date doms.
follow your heart, but sometimes your heart doesnt know whats best for you.
if your relationship with him isn't d/s directed, then its normal for him to be uncomfortable since he knows you are a sub - because that is a need that needs to be fulfilled. if he knows you have that need but knows he is not fulfilling it, of course he'll be paranoid because he'll suspect you will find fulfillment from a Sir elsewhere.
this was a big problem with an ex i dated and lived with for 2 years - he couldnt dom me so i repeatedly cheated on him, though i loved him very much and still do. from now on i will only date doms.
follow your heart, but sometimes your heart doesnt know whats best for you.
Hey Guys
So things have been fucking crazy lately. Me and the bf have been arguing so much about all sorts of things. He's also freaking out since I introduced him to my fetlife thing, and he's now convinced himself I'm going to leave him for somebody else. Which is ridiculous, but his paranoia is driving me a bit insane. Also, I've rediscovered that the...
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entese:
i wish you good luck with the job searching
Hello lovely people
I have lots of things to report/ramble about Feel free to ignore all of it/bits of it/none of it [delete as appropriate] haha.
I'm in an odd mood today. I found out I might be being prescribed ritalin soon. I'm a bit worried; I have positives and negatives about it. I'm pretty sure it'll help me concentrate a lot better, which will...
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I have lots of things to report/ramble about
Feel free to ignore all of it/bits of it/none of it [delete as appropriate] haha.
I'm in an odd mood today. I found out I might be being prescribed ritalin soon. I'm a bit worried; I have positives and negatives about it. I'm pretty sure it'll help me concentrate a lot better, which will...
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longlostsapper:
Well if it helps then its a good thing right I knew a few people on it and it helped them hopefully it helps you as well
hypnokitten:
Congrats on beginning his corruption! Being corrupted is ok.. seeing that look on someone else's face is just priceless! (Hmm.. you know, you could see if he'd like you in a prison outfit, you could have some great scenes with a real cop 
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(Hmm.. you know, you could see if he'd like you in a prison outfit, you could have some great scenes with a real cop )Heeeeyyyy guys <3
FUCK I'VE MISSED WRITING HERE!
Time for a masssssssssive update!
Firstly, the relationship is going so fucking well. I could burst with excitement. It's amazing. I fucking love that boy. I want to live with him right now. and forever too. there's nothing that would change that i don't think
also, i have discovered mdma+sex = best combination ever
I'm in love...
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FUCK I'VE MISSED WRITING HERE!
Time for a masssssssssive update!
Firstly, the relationship is going so fucking well. I could burst with excitement. It's amazing. I fucking love that boy. I want to live with him right now. and forever too. there's nothing that would change that i don't think
also, i have discovered mdma+sex = best combination ever
I'm in love...
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dashka:
hey i missed ya!!! glad to read everything is going great!
hey guyyssss
I has news indeedddd. Good times I guess. and some major stress. gonna get the stress outta the way first...
sooo, my housemate is moving out and dropping out of uni which is sad times for a start, which means im gonna be lonely next year at uni. also, the only other girl on my course has left uni which sucks. i dont...
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I has news indeedddd. Good times I guess. and some major stress. gonna get the stress outta the way first...
sooo, my housemate is moving out and dropping out of uni which is sad times for a start, which means im gonna be lonely next year at uni. also, the only other girl on my course has left uni which sucks. i dont...
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loops_of_fury:
Glad to hear that you are happy :-).
I can sympathise with the uni thing. I did an MEng in CompSci while all my friends did BScs so I had that one year at the end where they'd all left. It was weird, but in the end it was worth it as I managed to get my dream job helping to make video games.
I say stick it out! With a whole 3 years to go, you're bound to meet cool new people and hopefully at the end of it you'll get to live your dream too! Making robots?
I can sympathise with the uni thing. I did an MEng in CompSci while all my friends did BScs so I had that one year at the end where they'd all left. It was weird, but in the end it was worth it as I managed to get my dream job helping to make video games.
I say stick it out! With a whole 3 years to go, you're bound to meet cool new people and hopefully at the end of it you'll get to live your dream too! Making robots?