I'm having way too much fun on the site. I know this is going to make me sound like a groupie (and I suppose I am) But being an SG makes me feel like a little girl with backstage passes.
Mm.
I've just flown over to another country (Sarawak) to visit my grandmama. She's got lymphoma, and it's in one of the later stages. I don't see her all that often, so it doesn't affect me a great deal. But she's a great woman, and Christmas/New Year just wouldn't be the same without her around.
It was quite horrible seeing her lying on the hospital bed last night. I felt myself thinking, "Maybe I shouldn't have come. Then if she died, I'd miss her, but I wouldn't feel so horrid as I did" But ah... I suppose it's not about me, and it means alot to her that I did come down to visit...
Mm.
I've just flown over to another country (Sarawak) to visit my grandmama. She's got lymphoma, and it's in one of the later stages. I don't see her all that often, so it doesn't affect me a great deal. But she's a great woman, and Christmas/New Year just wouldn't be the same without her around.
It was quite horrible seeing her lying on the hospital bed last night. I felt myself thinking, "Maybe I shouldn't have come. Then if she died, I'd miss her, but I wouldn't feel so horrid as I did" But ah... I suppose it's not about me, and it means alot to her that I did come down to visit...
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doll_parts2727:
Welcome, you're very adorable and gorgeous!
Welcome, you're very adorable and gorgeous!
timore:
I know how you feel, my Granny lived with us from the time I was a baby until she died when I was in ninth grade. She had cancer and it was hard seeing her at the end because I didn't want to remember her like that. But, it was worth it.