santana13

So I have been doing a lot of thinking about my life in general my sister made a comment on how have wierd relationship with men. Well I guess I do because my best friend is my ex husband and his new girlfriend is what I used to call best friend for 15 years and now they hook up and yes i did go through the whole I hate them both and go to hell thing but I got over it quick becuase you follow your heart no matter who you hurt I know that for a fact because that is how I met my ex husaband who is wonderful friend. Now it has been a year since I have been single and I have met the random guy who gets my heart pumping again (and other things pumping ) but no one that is up to being my partner in crime for more then a month and thats ok too life is to short to wonder if ever I will meet prince charming and my latest conquest asked me to move to Hollywood and then on my birthday decided that he was not man enough to stay with me maybe I am to much for a typical man and so I think I will go the other side and play with women but I have been there and they are the same drama and some even more then a man. So what am I to do??? Well Ill keep my wierd relationships with men who keep asking to be the one and only by asking me to move in with them one even asked for me to move to Montana just on Wednesday yes just 2 days ago and I have not talked to him in over a year. So I guess Ill keep the single life until the man who not only gets my heart pumping but my brain working.