So I have a lot of thinking going on my bro who lives in Texas offered me job and to move back again (I tried it for a month and half hated it then) and that we could live with him until we bought a home or my mom has a house that she has extra just sitting there but my brother had a ghost scare him away but what ever it's just so expensive here to buy a home and to rent I can't I have a dog and 2 cats but if I move I have my mom and 2 sis and brother and new sister in law whom I don't know but seem cool over the phone but i progress and it would help my husband who is a drummer to enjoy his music more as far playing goes my brother the bassist is playing everywhere but i hate the weather we got hit by a Tonto within the 1st month and that was not cool here in cali we get earthquake i live on a fault line and it's been so long but i watch the news there is always something going on I don't even know how to drive in snow that well and we get snow up here every once awhile but it's a difficult move to pick up everything I own and go I have everything for a house but no house! but if i move i miss out on my little bro who i love very much and he's only 14 a hard age right now who else would take him to his 1st shows everywhere i go?? and my little nephews I love them they love there uncle ozsay(jose) and my sis..... this is so hard on the bright side I am looking to get a job at the prison! 
oh will enough thinking out loud 
oh will enough thinking out loud