sanjuro7

Hey there, I haven't really posted anything of merit as of yet and my membership is running out so here's whats been going on. My 2 year relationship with mi Paulita has come to a crashing end. The last two months of been absolutely terrible. I didn't think it could any worse but it seems everyweek something even more terrible happens. I'm swamped with school work, my art school applications are all fucked and i'm trying to fix them, and some cocksucker told my exgirlfriend that i was cheating on her the entire time which is entirely untrue, but she believed it, and now she thinks i'm a total scumbag, a liar, and cheat. I try so hard to be the best person possible and its all fucked up now. Everyday is a trial, trying to keep my chin up. Hopefully in a couple of months all of this will pass and my life will start moving in a positive direction. But right now i just feel completely lost and i feel like i don't even know myself anymore. Oh and i totally failed at quitting smoking, my mom will be proud.