Thursday Sep 28, 2006

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I feel like the worst girlfriend in the world right now. I don't know what it is that I want, and I'm afraid that I'll regret what I do no matter what decision I make. Why do I care so much? Why can't I just be some cold-hearted bitch and not even CARE about what you do if we split, huh? I don't want to be the reason for you fucking your entire future. I don't want that on my shoulders.

Oh yeah, he pretty much gave up on everything after we split and now he's living in the streets and will be alone for the rest of his life.....all because of me....not like I wanted him to end up this way, but I can't change it.

I don't fucking want that. Stop being so dependent and stop putting others on a fucking pedestal. Jesus.
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antrdunc:
You can work through regret. Keep doing what brings the positive progress into your life, even if you don't exactly know what that is. By being productive and expressing how you feel with others you can get some relief. Pain is apart of all our lives, we all deal and days keep going and so do we.
gunney1969:
It's ok to be sad after a breakup but what he is doing appears to be an attempt to control you. You have to do what is best for you. He is responsible for his own choices and actions.

Try to have a good weekend and don't forget to study. tongue

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