sanguine

im feeling pretty tired today.... im not quite sure... i think my levels are off again... i really didnt feel like going in to get the blood work done to find out... but i think im gonna have to breakdown and go.... if its off and i dont take care of it... i could have some major problems starting with my heart..... grrrrrrrrrrrrr

i would love, for once to go to the doctor and have something insanely stupid wrong with me.... and just get a band aid and be all better....

im not worried though... i already know i have another medical mishapped cripple friend that will join me in the hospital when we have to live there :p

i think im gonna nap.. hopefully i wont wake up for 10 hours and it just turns into an insane amount of sleep...