well its been a while and i know no one if only a few read this blog but i still feel compelled to write every so often. i guess have started with the psych evaluation part of applying for the cdc. i had a little bit of a run in with the head doctors when i was about 18 so they want to know about it. i had to put out releases with the all the doctors that i had gone to. hopefully they wont deem me to have been too crazy. i would really like to get this job with the cdc. that would make me happy. thats all for now i guess.