my toes are so cold right now. it feels like if i thumped them they would shatter. 
maybe i should put some socks on or just turn the AC off. nah...i'll just wait till i get in bed and i'll put them on my husband's warm legs.
just saw that christopher reeves died. i never saw any movie with him, besides superman. i am not a fan of superman, at all. but it is sad that dude died.
and rodney dangerfield died the other day. that guy was really funny to me.
i wonder who the third celeb will be? (trying not to sound too morbid) but death does usually come in threes.
you know what sucks?
when you are all worried and stressed about something and you think that talking to a friend will help. well, it does help..kind of. only at that moment you feel better. the moment when you are laughing or just being comforted by the friend. but after the friend leaves, there is the stress. well, at least the mind is put at ease for a little while...but is it really worth it? really it was just a big tease. stress sucks. but when you feel happy for a moment and have that moment drift away just to be replaced with stress again...ugh....
that fucking sucks.
well...i was trying to think of a 'lighter note' to leave on....but i just can't think of one.
going to bed.
BYE
maybe i should put some socks on or just turn the AC off. nah...i'll just wait till i get in bed and i'll put them on my husband's warm legs.
just saw that christopher reeves died. i never saw any movie with him, besides superman. i am not a fan of superman, at all. but it is sad that dude died.
and rodney dangerfield died the other day. that guy was really funny to me.
i wonder who the third celeb will be? (trying not to sound too morbid) but death does usually come in threes.
you know what sucks?
when you are all worried and stressed about something and you think that talking to a friend will help. well, it does help..kind of. only at that moment you feel better. the moment when you are laughing or just being comforted by the friend. but after the friend leaves, there is the stress. well, at least the mind is put at ease for a little while...but is it really worth it? really it was just a big tease. stress sucks. but when you feel happy for a moment and have that moment drift away just to be replaced with stress again...ugh....
that fucking sucks.
well...i was trying to think of a 'lighter note' to leave on....but i just can't think of one.
going to bed.
BYE
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[Edited on Oct 11, 2004 10:31PM]
I really hear ya on the friend thing, they leave and the silence is so heavy it makes the air thick. Then my hearing becomes so acute I could hear a fly taking a shit.
I really hate that feeling. EMPTINESS.
I hope you find warmth and happier times with your husbands legs!