samuraicowboy

The world is falling down. But I am ready. I have prepared myself for this. I have feared it, and it was never what I wanted. But I knew it was coming, ive felt it for awhile now. Ive known there was no way to fix it, no way to take back the mistakes Ive made. But now its all falling down, its all coming apart. The world I held so dear is dying.

But ive shut my heart away again. Ive put it in a safe place, hoping that it wouldnt be harmed there. And it should be safe there.

So why does it still hurt so much. Im dying inside and it hurts so much, because im still me, and as hard as ive tried, I havent yet been able to change that fact.

Why cant whats changed change again?