Thursday
So, my mother decided that we should get up early today and venture into Coquitlam Centre for some shopping and returning of items. So we left at 9, meaning I got out of bed at 8:30 and then RUSHED upstairs so as to avoid conflict for "sleeping in". Anywho shopping went well I suppose.. but we were done and back in Mission by 11am crazyness. way too early to have done anything substantial!!!
I'm no good at this morning shit anymore
So with that opening to my day.. well, I kind of got bitter. Actually I don't think bitter is the right term here I had more of a frustration/anxiety attack.. I think it was mostly due to this really fucked up dream that I had last night that kind of bothered me.
But I'm not going to get into that now.. not in the mood
So anywho, frustrated and annoyed, wanting to just go back home already and get the fuck out of Mission, I found myself needing to waste some time as I wait for Josh to pull his ass out of the gutter, wake up, and call me so as I could get my shit from him that he's had for fuckin months now, and well.. . I'm kind of sick of it. so. call him.. no answer, leave a message, no response. and all I want is to get my shit and pack up and go home to my happy little yellow house (with the scaffolding).
So its nice and sunny out crisp, quite nice so I think to myself Ill go photograph, that'll make me feel better, Ill drive around and photograph and relax cuz I'm gradually getting closer to biting my own head off.
But no, not helping me so much, its too fuckin cold out.
So now naturally I just want to drive really fast. But, I'm in Mission, I'm alone and pissed off, so I should refrain, cuz I don't want to get a ticket. would not be good. so I start thinking.. and you know what
I miss the woods!!!
I was so excited to go up to Invermere and spend some time in the beautiful wilderness with snow and trees and all that!!! I miss it!!! I used to practically LIVE in the woods and now I never go and I miss it! I miss the smell! The sound of the wind through the trees, branches blowing and creaking over your head! The way the light falls through the trees, and the shadows it casts and I was so excited to see snow, and now here I am and its so fucking sunny out, and its frosty but that's so not the same.
But here's the "brilliant" part. I can see snow on the mountains so. I go to the mountains.
I decide to drive up Sylvester Road to see the falls. thinking MAYBE there'll be enough elevation change in the drive that I might find snow dumb idea. so I keep going up the road cause I've never been that way.. and I find, the service road / logging road up to Lost Creak so up I go!
Of course when I did talk to Josh, he thought I was a complete idiot for going up there alone, and I don't know, maybe I was it is a logging road after all all loose gravel with huge pot holes and cross ditches, with big cliffs and no cell phone reception but I was pissed, and needed to do it.
plus it was so pretty up there!
I didn't go far enough to find snow though sadly I went up like an hour up the road. probably like 30km into the bush or so.. but I didn't want to be out forever at this point I was still planning on seeing Josh which didn't happen. grr.
Anywho I found this really pretty part where it had been cleared, and the sun was coming in just over a distant mountain and everything was all frosty but it was just getting its first sun so it was all steamy-like and it was so pretty!!! And so quiet amazing.
I love lens flares! And the woods! and Snow! And mountains!!!
Then naturally, I took some pics of me and I really like how my hair looks in them!!! Its all back lit and shit! Crazy colour!!
Don't I look grumpy??
At this point, I really had to pee though too so that was kind of aggravating me. I was way in the middle of no where by myself how was I supposed to know if something was creeping up on me?!?!?! I started to get kind of freaked out at this point
Grrr..
Anywho I'm home now, and Theos happy about that but over all today was not so good well.. actually it was good I guess, but I have just been kind of mulling over some annoying facts right now that are REALLY starting to bother me
and I'm not too impressed with myself.
so
yeah.
So, my mother decided that we should get up early today and venture into Coquitlam Centre for some shopping and returning of items. So we left at 9, meaning I got out of bed at 8:30 and then RUSHED upstairs so as to avoid conflict for "sleeping in". Anywho shopping went well I suppose.. but we were done and back in Mission by 11am crazyness. way too early to have done anything substantial!!!
I'm no good at this morning shit anymore
So with that opening to my day.. well, I kind of got bitter. Actually I don't think bitter is the right term here I had more of a frustration/anxiety attack.. I think it was mostly due to this really fucked up dream that I had last night that kind of bothered me.
But I'm not going to get into that now.. not in the mood
So anywho, frustrated and annoyed, wanting to just go back home already and get the fuck out of Mission, I found myself needing to waste some time as I wait for Josh to pull his ass out of the gutter, wake up, and call me so as I could get my shit from him that he's had for fuckin months now, and well.. . I'm kind of sick of it. so. call him.. no answer, leave a message, no response. and all I want is to get my shit and pack up and go home to my happy little yellow house (with the scaffolding).
So its nice and sunny out crisp, quite nice so I think to myself Ill go photograph, that'll make me feel better, Ill drive around and photograph and relax cuz I'm gradually getting closer to biting my own head off.
But no, not helping me so much, its too fuckin cold out.
So now naturally I just want to drive really fast. But, I'm in Mission, I'm alone and pissed off, so I should refrain, cuz I don't want to get a ticket. would not be good. so I start thinking.. and you know what
I miss the woods!!!
I was so excited to go up to Invermere and spend some time in the beautiful wilderness with snow and trees and all that!!! I miss it!!! I used to practically LIVE in the woods and now I never go and I miss it! I miss the smell! The sound of the wind through the trees, branches blowing and creaking over your head! The way the light falls through the trees, and the shadows it casts and I was so excited to see snow, and now here I am and its so fucking sunny out, and its frosty but that's so not the same.
But here's the "brilliant" part. I can see snow on the mountains so. I go to the mountains.
I decide to drive up Sylvester Road to see the falls. thinking MAYBE there'll be enough elevation change in the drive that I might find snow dumb idea. so I keep going up the road cause I've never been that way.. and I find, the service road / logging road up to Lost Creak so up I go!
Of course when I did talk to Josh, he thought I was a complete idiot for going up there alone, and I don't know, maybe I was it is a logging road after all all loose gravel with huge pot holes and cross ditches, with big cliffs and no cell phone reception but I was pissed, and needed to do it.
plus it was so pretty up there!
I didn't go far enough to find snow though sadly I went up like an hour up the road. probably like 30km into the bush or so.. but I didn't want to be out forever at this point I was still planning on seeing Josh which didn't happen. grr.
Anywho I found this really pretty part where it had been cleared, and the sun was coming in just over a distant mountain and everything was all frosty but it was just getting its first sun so it was all steamy-like and it was so pretty!!! And so quiet amazing.
I love lens flares! And the woods! and Snow! And mountains!!!
Then naturally, I took some pics of me and I really like how my hair looks in them!!! Its all back lit and shit! Crazy colour!!
Don't I look grumpy??
At this point, I really had to pee though too so that was kind of aggravating me. I was way in the middle of no where by myself how was I supposed to know if something was creeping up on me?!?!?! I started to get kind of freaked out at this point
Grrr..
Anywho I'm home now, and Theos happy about that but over all today was not so good well.. actually it was good I guess, but I have just been kind of mulling over some annoying facts right now that are REALLY starting to bother me
and I'm not too impressed with myself.
so
yeah.
bonnie:
holy shit look at your cheekbones! and your hair is so beautiful!!! it makes me miss red hair 
and the scenery! too much beauty to take in!!! i read my set comment from you... it was so lovely. 
seriously. that made my day 
xxxxx
and the scenery! too much beauty to take in!!! i read my set comment from you... it was so lovely. seriously. that made my day xxxxx
justsomedude:
Last time I drove up that logging road I got a flat tire and then noticed a transmission leak. As I remember that day started out good for me. I guess it had the opposite affect on me as it did on you. But that must have been like 4 years ago.