i think i might be a grinch. every year i tend to withdraw from the festivities a little more and more until i think... maybe i just won't participate anymore. i'm too tired to put on the fake smiles and shit everyone wants to see. i just want to drink, know what i mean? if you want to sit next to me and drink along with me, the more the merrier. but no talking. let's not do that, eh?
