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this is my last journal for a while. so if you have something to say, then knock yourselves out.
i can't decide if feeling like this is withdrawls from the all the meds i just went off, or if my body just likes to spaz out.
it's really kinda scary. you know, all those thoughts of, god, what if something is wrong with me?? is it a tumor? what if i'm not fixable and actually need these dumb pills the rest of my life. blah blah panic attack!!
talked to my sister today, told her about the fight with me and mom. she was also not happy i'm not invited to their christmas. so she and i are going to have lunch when she's in town.
take that! VIVA LA ME!
i wrote this all last night, and thanks for your spaz stories. but when you fear your own body...
i cried myself to sleep last night. my body wouldn't stop convulsing. i'm now afraid to sleep. one of life's purest joys is now robbed from me. so whatever....
you know, i don't even know why i put shit in here sometimes. how many of you actually read this and really give a shit? what, 5?
this is my last journal for a while. so if you have something to say, then knock yourselves out.
i can't decide if feeling like this is withdrawls from the all the meds i just went off, or if my body just likes to spaz out.
it's really kinda scary. you know, all those thoughts of, god, what if something is wrong with me?? is it a tumor? what if i'm not fixable and actually need these dumb pills the rest of my life. blah blah panic attack!!
talked to my sister today, told her about the fight with me and mom. she was also not happy i'm not invited to their christmas. so she and i are going to have lunch when she's in town.
take that! VIVA LA ME!
i wrote this all last night, and thanks for your spaz stories. but when you fear your own body...
i cried myself to sleep last night. my body wouldn't stop convulsing. i'm now afraid to sleep. one of life's purest joys is now robbed from me. so whatever....
you know, i don't even know why i put shit in here sometimes. how many of you actually read this and really give a shit? what, 5?
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I think I missed something. Sorry bout the meds I hope things get better I don't know about whats going on but I wish for the best of you and that you start feeling better soon.
I hope you had a good thanksgiving.