samling

I GOT MY CAT BACK!!!!!!

3 days without my oldest son. my nerves fried, anxiety high, and i got him from under the neighbors house with a can of tuna. he's now safe in the house and i'm happy. soo happy. this cat has been with me since before my daughter. in essence, he is my first child. i can now relax.

my daughter was very grumpy today, veeery grumpy. goodness. she seems better now, but remember when you were a kid and your mom had to run errands and take you with? not always good times. and then imagine then seeing a toy you want and being told no. i don't want to say no, but when she's acting out in public, forget it.

boyfriend...fuck...whatever he is...called today all stressed out. he's going through a lot of life changes and upheaval and needed a cheerleader. i did that for him, but i know he's also trying to get a job where he might be home 10 days a year. so....probably gonna be single again soon, and i think another break will be in order. maybe a long one...like forever.

THIS JOURNAL'S QUESTION:

is letting go harder than holding on?