i have problems. problems problems problems. issues issues issues. seriously. i just spent the last two days on the computer. literally, about 40 hours. the first day i read, and the second day i wrote. but it's all avoidance. avoidance avoidance avoidance. because i'm starting to get scared of people. everyone. my roomates. the people i have to pass to get out of my building. the people i have to buy stuff from and interact with in any other way. and i haven't called anyone i'm supposed to call or talked to anyone i'm supposed to talk to and i feel like a shit. because i'll look at my phone, and think 'i should call this person' and then i'll think 'in a half hour' and then it's 3am and i have been in a binary daze for hours on end.
and yeah. i have class tomorrow, so i HAVE to go to sleep now. sleep sleep sleep. mantra mantra mantra.
okay, hopefully i'll be sane tomorrow. not because english is so important, but because i must go into a situation with at least an inkling that i might succeed. smart smart smart
and yeah. i have class tomorrow, so i HAVE to go to sleep now. sleep sleep sleep. mantra mantra mantra.
okay, hopefully i'll be sane tomorrow. not because english is so important, but because i must go into a situation with at least an inkling that i might succeed. smart smart smart
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wooops.
anyway...i'm not yet 21 so i couldn't bar hop with you, but i go into the city every couple of weekends so if ya need an "in the park" drinking or pic-nicking buddy, I could sure use one, too. Drop me a line if ya wish.
You're gonna come get crunk with me this Friday..
At the queer coop.
Much debauchary will be had.