samitha

finals are finally over!!!! and i passed all my classes!!! yay for me. i celebrated HARD last night.. well hard for me, which seems to be similar to a pretty calm tuesday night for my crazyass classmates.. lol.. i'm ok with that. i feel so stupid now, though.. like my brain is broken. and i can't wait to go home for a month and just...
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ok.. has anyone seen 'perception'??? it just royally fucked me up.. i just watched it bc kate mulgrew is in it.. and she's so fucking hot.. but i didn't realize it was going to be one of those destructive things. it got such bad reviews, i was expecting a badly written dramedy or whatever.. fuck. this shit should come with warning labels. i'm just going...
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dude. shit is different. and that probably wouldn't freak me out except for it's late, i'm sick, drank too much wine last night, and my heater is making the most gawd-awful sounds.. like a cat/frog in heat/pain. AND i still have no fucking phone. i am SO pissed. and i don't resort to anger very often. cold and passive is my bag, baby.

so i...
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my heater is broken and clanking and leaking water.. and i lost my phone on wednesday. but at least i know where it is now! i am hoping to get it back tomorrow.. in case, ya know, anyone actually likes me and wants to call. jk! i'm toooooootally not feeling sorry for myself. actually i am, but it's about something a little more important. well,...
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i went to bed at 130am.. it is now 320am.. this makes me very very angry.. it never takes me more than half an hour to get to sleep. my new place is amazing, EXCEPT FOR THE FREAKING FUCKASS DICKWADS DOWNSTAIRS WHO MAKE RIDICULOUS AMOUNTS OF NOISE INTO THE WEE HOURS OF THE MORNING... ON WEEKDAYS...

sometimes i wish i'd brought my gun with me....
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omg. OMG

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2 words: SANDRINE HOLT

dear sweet jesus. she's on the L word next season. i may die. fully die. not just a little bit.
I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M GOING TO SEE ADRIANNE'S SISTER NAKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my sister's going to be so jealous that adrianne's sister is a year older than her and way more famous. BUT I GET TO SEE HER...
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i am moving!!!! one floor up and across the hall! the view is a little worse, and there's no place to put anything in the shower, but other than that, everything is an improvement. no more bunkbeds!!! there is now only ONE roomate (whom i adore) and a DOOR between our beds! well.. technically i have the living room, so one has to walk by...
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ok.. so i've succumbed to joanne harris. i figured she was too cheesy for me, but the characters are just so compelling and the prose is so lovely... reading 'five quarters of the orange' and it's the shit. le sigh. i love history. um. anyhoo. toooooo tired to type competently.
can't wait for thanksgiving!!!! camping at big sur with my sister and her husband!

mood: avoidant, obsessed

i have decided to devote myself to asian cinema. fully. completely. i will eat breathe and fuck asian cinema. there's just nothing out there that could be any better. i really hope they pick a phenomenal asian actress to be kabuki. i will cry and probably die a little on the inside if they butcher that movie. those comics are part of...
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...midterm slump. must. keep. existing.
seriously, this shit sucks. it's not the work, i just feel like crap for some reason. i think it's the fact that i have AT LEAST 4 MORE YEARS OF THIS. i can't stay in one place for that long, let alone concentrate on one subject. i feel pressured.. and that is NOT a pretty thing.. i panic.

but i...
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my personal assistant (CP) made me a really lovely schedule for this weekend and i am blatantly ignoring it. which is a shame. but i HAVE started my midterm project, finished printmaking (muy muy crappily), and am 1/3 done with my writing midterm..

again i say bitchasswhorecunt to the whole thing. this concept of 'work' bothers me deeply. i also say 'helloooooo sexAY' to my...
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