Tonight I'm working on my appeal to get back into college. I committed a serious crime on campus and I am repentant, but I'm trying to be humble about it and realize the outcome is not in my hands. I just desperately want to finish my degree and I want to finish it at my school. Why? Because I can be successful, I believe, if I show that despite my past indiscretions, I can still be productive. This whole thing is really stressing me out, though, and sometimes I feel like it's not even worth it and wallow in self-pity. I know that's not real, though.
In other news, I got a camera phone! I don't know if I'm going to keep it, but something inside me tells me that I'm going to get hooked on taking pictures. I might put up new pictures of myself, but tonight I'm not feeling very good about how I look, so maybe not for a bit. (There's that self-pity again!) Perhaps I could post pictures of the brick wall in my apartment, it's uber-chiche.
This week I lost a hard drive with 20+ gb of mp3's. I still have about 40 gb, most of my industrial stuff. But all my rock, metal, ebm, new wave, and rap is gone.
I have some of it on CD and I can make the mp3's again, but if anyone knows of a place I can leech for full albums, that would rock. My upstream is pretty slow, so I don't really know what I can offer, but I do have a lot of industrial from all through the 90's.
In other news, I got a camera phone! I don't know if I'm going to keep it, but something inside me tells me that I'm going to get hooked on taking pictures. I might put up new pictures of myself, but tonight I'm not feeling very good about how I look, so maybe not for a bit. (There's that self-pity again!) Perhaps I could post pictures of the brick wall in my apartment, it's uber-chiche.
This week I lost a hard drive with 20+ gb of mp3's. I still have about 40 gb, most of my industrial stuff. But all my rock, metal, ebm, new wave, and rap is gone.
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_sarah_:
As long as you are repentant and sound that way, you should be fine. You've had time to mature, grow, blah blah blah. They took my appeal after I flunked out. I took a few years off, matured, had a job, and so on, and they let me back in without question.
shicawgo:
I had to do the whole appeal from dismissal thing...not fun....phone cam pix are WAYYYYYYYY addictive..... what kinda cam phone did ya get? ![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
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