Pretty much life is starting to get boring not working not doing to much and sitting around all day eating and getting high is getting wayy to old for me.. I want to get a job more than like anything but I apply and apply and apply job after job after job and NO WHERE ever calls me back.. It suck's because my boyfriend and I want to get our own apartment very soon this one room for three people and a dog is way too small so we need something soon.. and He can't afford it on his own he's going back to school and his work is slowing down.. so i need to get a job in order for that to happen.. but It's like i really really can't get one Im 19 years old I've had one job ever in my life i quit it.. and no ged or high school diploma and I have a criminal charge pending so back ground checks dont look to good right now when they look me up..so who want's to hire that.. no one!? so I'm tryna find a way Online and modeling and selling video's and set;s and try to make money some how online it doesnt have to be in porn or anything it can be like legit online surveys or networking or w.e so if you know of anything like that let me know please:p 
Right now im going to look for a job around the town again and see how that goes.. I dont think ill really find anything though ive been around everywhere and its like i get the application do the assesment tests and i usually fail those too by the way and then i go home and no one ever calls.. I wish i could open my own website and do good with it but it cost's a lot to start one and i can't really do that i know i would make th emoney and beable to get the money back plus more but it's to much to risk all the money i get i buy things for my daughter and i hate spending on things that arent 100% ya know..
I was also thinking about maybe just maybe retaking my GED test but idk it was so hard and i failed so bad before its like i know im going to waist that money and fail again and then im charged when i retake it for failing it last time so its a big price to put on maybe ill get something out of it so im not to sure.. but if i do pass ill beable to go back to school and try to go for my psychiatric degree but again i can't afford any of that either.. but thats something i can do later in life i dont mind waiting till i know im ready to pass till theni do need a job or some kinda income its gettin rediculous :/
ttyl
Right now im going to look for a job around the town again and see how that goes.. I dont think ill really find anything though ive been around everywhere and its like i get the application do the assesment tests and i usually fail those too by the way and then i go home and no one ever calls.. I wish i could open my own website and do good with it but it cost's a lot to start one and i can't really do that i know i would make th emoney and beable to get the money back plus more but it's to much to risk all the money i get i buy things for my daughter and i hate spending on things that arent 100% ya know..
I was also thinking about maybe just maybe retaking my GED test but idk it was so hard and i failed so bad before its like i know im going to waist that money and fail again and then im charged when i retake it for failing it last time so its a big price to put on maybe ill get something out of it so im not to sure.. but if i do pass ill beable to go back to school and try to go for my psychiatric degree but again i can't afford any of that either.. but thats something i can do later in life i dont mind waiting till i know im ready to pass till theni do need a job or some kinda income its gettin rediculous :/
ttyl
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And what criminal charge. Your not a bad girl are you?