Friday Sep 22, 2006

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Some emotions don't make a lot of noise.
It's hard to hear pride. Caring is faint....like a heartbeat.
And pure love.....why some days it's so quiet, you don't even know it's there.


Today was supposed to be the happiest day of my life....


Truths:

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- I wish it was.
- I loved her. I didn't care about anything else. I loved the way she was, not who she was. Her whole life could have been a lie, and i wouldn't care. And i'm glad i got to experience that feeling at least once in my life.
- I have no idea where she is, or what she is doing.
- Oddly enough, i have taken up graffiti.
- She would have loved Montreal.
- I have banned everyone i know from asking questions or discussing her in my presence.
- They all now refer to her as, "She we do not speak of".
- The above fact secretly makes me laugh.
- I hate when the seahawks are on tv.
- The whole break-up still confuses me
- I don't think i would have liked California.
- I guess i still love her. I would never admit it to her though, and i know why.
- Wondering is inevitable.
- It's weird to think i would have been a married man.
- C'est La Vie....



p.s. - The trip is going well. I have no idea what town i am in right now. I will give you lots of pictures and stories when i get back to Toronto. Montreal is fantastic. I think i might have to move to the east coast. Who knows....
oh, and i quit smoking again. *pumps fist*

i will be back soon.

p.s - i now realize that i forgot to change my time zone....it was the 23rd not the 22nd

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liv:
( a big hug)


u quit and i take ur cigarrettes and i smoke again skull



kiss kiss kiss
sketchless:
Oh darling. I read a few of your random journals. You are a fabulous writer. Really. Touching. You are.

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