25 motherfucking days left to go. jeeeze
I have found myself similar to an aimless vagabond in this time before my journey,
in what can only be delineated as a kind of 'Limbo'.
I find myself doing really soporific tasks, just to pass time.
It's not that i can't find anything to do, or can't think up some exciting activicty (even though i avoid anything that will drain money out of the adventure fund). It's more the prospect of the actual journey.
It excites me... It gives me a drive like i cannot describe... It is a month away.
So with the knowledge of the forthcoming trip, plus the ineluctable daydreaming of fantastic events and legends-to-come, there is not a great deal of activicties between then and the present that fan the flames of interest.
I am alright with appearing boring to others. But i usually like a sprinkling of zest on my life.
I spend my time painting, doing crossword puzzles, and just waiting...... It feels like retirement.
I think of myself as a battery. Retaining as much energy as possible, before i go out and use it up.
That is my excuse.
But it's not all tears and cobwebs....
My father recently had his 50th birthday. That is me on the way. It was mexican themed. Which bode well for me, because i like refried beans.
I was painting before-hand, and that is why i look like pointdexter. no more questions.
For some reason i like blurring pictures...i don't know why.
It was fun. Saw a lot of family i haven't seen for a while. Beat the shit out of a paper-mache pony for candy... We did mexico proud.
I soon escaped though, as i had grown weary of explaining the trip to people.
I don't mind telling you what i am doing, or that i am going to do it....but i don't like explaining how i'm going to do it. In the sense of others doubting it can be done.
I just am doing it.
I am bored and in need of a shave, but very happy. How are you?
I have found myself similar to an aimless vagabond in this time before my journey,
in what can only be delineated as a kind of 'Limbo'.
I find myself doing really soporific tasks, just to pass time.
It's not that i can't find anything to do, or can't think up some exciting activicty (even though i avoid anything that will drain money out of the adventure fund). It's more the prospect of the actual journey.
It excites me... It gives me a drive like i cannot describe... It is a month away.
So with the knowledge of the forthcoming trip, plus the ineluctable daydreaming of fantastic events and legends-to-come, there is not a great deal of activicties between then and the present that fan the flames of interest.
I am alright with appearing boring to others. But i usually like a sprinkling of zest on my life.
I spend my time painting, doing crossword puzzles, and just waiting...... It feels like retirement.
I think of myself as a battery. Retaining as much energy as possible, before i go out and use it up.
That is my excuse.
But it's not all tears and cobwebs....
My father recently had his 50th birthday. That is me on the way. It was mexican themed. Which bode well for me, because i like refried beans.
I was painting before-hand, and that is why i look like pointdexter. no more questions.
For some reason i like blurring pictures...i don't know why.
It was fun. Saw a lot of family i haven't seen for a while. Beat the shit out of a paper-mache pony for candy... We did mexico proud.
I soon escaped though, as i had grown weary of explaining the trip to people.
I don't mind telling you what i am doing, or that i am going to do it....but i don't like explaining how i'm going to do it. In the sense of others doubting it can be done.
I just am doing it.
I am bored and in need of a shave, but very happy. How are you?
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..just thought you ought to know