Having a Coke With You
is even more fun than going top San Sebastain, Irun, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne.
or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona.
partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better, happier St. Sebastian.
partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt.
partly because of the fluoresent orange tulips around the birches.
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary.
it is hard to believe when I'm with you that there can be anything as still.
as solemn. as unpleasently definitive as statuary when right in front of it.
in the warm New York 4 o'clock light we are drifting back and forth,
between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles.
and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint.
you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them.
I look at youand I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world.
except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally. and anyway it's in the Frick.
which thank heavens you haven't gone to yet, so we can go together the first time.
and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism.
just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase, or
at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michaelangleo that used to wow me.
and what good does all the research of the impressionists do them.
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree, when the sun sank.
or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn't pick the rider as carefully as the horse.
it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience.
which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I'm telling you about it.
- Frank O' Hara
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I desperately want to quit my jobs,
find a beautiful woman, and move to california....seriously.
I have been drained by working. So much that i haven't even made it to my computer in ages.
I need some relaxation....
I need some kisses....
So that's why i haven't been around.
That or i'm a spy for the Mossad, and i've been away on top secret missons of sexily conducted espionage. James Bond style.
one of those is the truth....and the other is a lie...see if you can guess which one...
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So i've been made to do this...
now all of you must do the same...
1. Name: David Inigo Montoya
2. Birthday: look to your left
3. Where you live: soon in california
4. What makes you happy: creation/beauty/life/art
5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to: Alkaline Trio (to see what the fuss was about)
6. An interesting fact about you: I love being underwater in the rain
7. Are you in love at the moment?: completely
8. Who? Is it me?:
the sugar in my tea
9. Favorite place to spend time: any beach or pier
10. Favorite song:
Sugar Pie, Honey Bunch by the Temptations
11. Favorite lyric: "Alone, Alone above the raging sea...that stole the only girl i loved, and drowned her deep inside of me"
12. The best time of the year: halloween
RECOMMEND
1. A film: La Haine
2. A book: A Tree Grows In Brooklyn
3. A band, a song, or album: Bringing It All Back home - Bob Dylan
PLUS
1. Two things you like about me: n/a
2. One thing you like about yourself: My logic
3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends: i don't like your friends...haha...
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You ever kill an ant?
For most people, killing an ant is no big deal. They look at it, as if it were just another thing to do when bored.
Usually, one realises they are killing it...but doesn't realise they are taking a life.
The even sadder part is, if you think about it....no one will ever miss that ant.
No one will ever notice he is gone.
Despite having a mother, and about a million siblings...no one will ever feel sad that the little ant is dead.
Well i feel sad...
Makes you think about the people ants in this world.
Tragedy it is.
It's a thought that makes me feel so incredibly lucky that
she loves me.
I'm sure there are lots of hallmark cards, that say things like
"My hug is a hole without you", and misquoted movie lines, and fancy Elizibethen love poetry, and many other things that can sum up or inspire incredible passion or sentiment.
But nothing can sum up the sort of sentiment, that would accurately encompass what i feel, when i look into her eyes and that half-grin grows on my face.
Even if
she has smelly kisses...
♥
well i've put up more ad's to sell my car some dopey bastard should buy it soon or else!!
soOoOoOO when are u leaving fool?!
will i have to go dance in Cali instead of Vancouver eh?
me? i'm feeling extra punchy. stabby even. why is it that when something in my life finally starts to work out, another aspect has to go terribly wrong?
karmic allignment is a fickle fucking mistress.