I guess it's about time i actually updated this thing, instead of posting random indecipherable latent content.
For those of you who got anything out of anything, this won't be anything new.
Just very recently i finally ended things with a girl that i had deeply cared for, for a very long time. She turned out to be something else than what i thought she was. The emotions accompanying it are bizzare. I should feel heart-broken, but i feel more of a complete lack of surprise. A genuine mix of disappointment and apathy. I should care, but i don't.
Maybe somewhere along the way, someone finally succeeded in killing the ol' heart. Hopefully it's just in hibernation.
Also, a job i was promised, and was relying on to pay rent, never materialised. So now rent is due in 3 days, and i don't have enough money. So as you can tell, life is grand at the moment.
But you know, Everything for a Reason i suppose.
I really want to go to three places this summer. But i definately won't have the money for all of them. I want to go to Tofino to do some surfing. As has been the tradition every summer since i've been here. I also want to go run with the bulls in Pampalona. I haven't been to Spain for a while, and i miss it tremendiously. But i also really want to go to Trinidad. I haven't seen my family in a long time, and i feel i need to be amognst them and the caribbean sun to recharge my batteries.
The added benifit of course, is that no one there is overwhelmed by the fact that you can be born in the caribbean AND white. shocker!!
If one more person makes that joke, i think i will implode their head.
Other than that....It's rainy and cold here. And even though i've been here 6 years, i still can't handle it. It makes me SO depressed. I'm completely wired for caribbean weather. boo.
Usually around this time i meet someone exciting and new, that distracts me from the climate. But not this year.
Ahh well. C'est La Vie, Oui? I ain't happy and i ain't sad. Just moderate i suppose. Which is less painful than sad, but more boring.
I think i'm going to go to the doctors, just so that i can get a lolipop. hahaha. That's always weirdly uplifting.
That's not a joke...i will do that. My favourite type of humour is self-parody. Life sucks and i'm making fun of myself. hahaha. There are jokes about everything. That's the best part about humanity.
Well i feel i need to get up off my arse and make a day of something. You got to live fast.....death comes early.
For those of you who got anything out of anything, this won't be anything new.
Just very recently i finally ended things with a girl that i had deeply cared for, for a very long time. She turned out to be something else than what i thought she was. The emotions accompanying it are bizzare. I should feel heart-broken, but i feel more of a complete lack of surprise. A genuine mix of disappointment and apathy. I should care, but i don't.
Maybe somewhere along the way, someone finally succeeded in killing the ol' heart. Hopefully it's just in hibernation.
Also, a job i was promised, and was relying on to pay rent, never materialised. So now rent is due in 3 days, and i don't have enough money. So as you can tell, life is grand at the moment.
But you know, Everything for a Reason i suppose.
I really want to go to three places this summer. But i definately won't have the money for all of them. I want to go to Tofino to do some surfing. As has been the tradition every summer since i've been here. I also want to go run with the bulls in Pampalona. I haven't been to Spain for a while, and i miss it tremendiously. But i also really want to go to Trinidad. I haven't seen my family in a long time, and i feel i need to be amognst them and the caribbean sun to recharge my batteries.
The added benifit of course, is that no one there is overwhelmed by the fact that you can be born in the caribbean AND white. shocker!!
If one more person makes that joke, i think i will implode their head.
Other than that....It's rainy and cold here. And even though i've been here 6 years, i still can't handle it. It makes me SO depressed. I'm completely wired for caribbean weather. boo.
Usually around this time i meet someone exciting and new, that distracts me from the climate. But not this year.
Ahh well. C'est La Vie, Oui? I ain't happy and i ain't sad. Just moderate i suppose. Which is less painful than sad, but more boring.
I think i'm going to go to the doctors, just so that i can get a lolipop. hahaha. That's always weirdly uplifting.
That's not a joke...i will do that. My favourite type of humour is self-parody. Life sucks and i'm making fun of myself. hahaha. There are jokes about everything. That's the best part about humanity.
Well i feel i need to get up off my arse and make a day of something. You got to live fast.....death comes early.
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although mr. brody undoubtedly impregnated your mother, i'm certain she probably miscarried shorty after conception due to his soul crushingly tragic performance.