This chapter needs to come to an abrupt end...
I've come to realize after four and a half years... I chose an occupation that is very very wrong for me and I am apparently only good enough to be a good friend, and that's it. I guess I'm an ugly mother fucker or something.
But nonetheless, something about me makes me not worth giving a chance at more than just being a great friend.
Fuck it, after this weekend, I'm done being nice to people.My heart fell out of my chest and I don't want it back.
I've come to realize after four and a half years... I chose an occupation that is very very wrong for me and I am apparently only good enough to be a good friend, and that's it. I guess I'm an ugly mother fucker or something.
But nonetheless, something about me makes me not worth giving a chance at more than just being a great friend.
Fuck it, after this weekend, I'm done being nice to people.My heart fell out of my chest and I don't want it back.
jessicalea:
Do not let other people change you!! Seriously! If you are a nice guy then stay a nice guy. Besides nothing it worse than being in a bad relationship. I have decided that at this point I rather be single than with someone who doesn't fully appreciate my awesomeness. Just be patient and the right person will come along.