
So Christmas came and went again. The above image is my Christmas pin up girl for this year. My model for it was amazing. I love having amazing Muses. It's one of the things I like most about Suicide Girls. So much inspiration. If you stumble upon this blog and would like to see more of my art or writing check out https://www.facebook.com/Saintpepsiartist like subscribe all that jazz. Check out my Suicide Girls Gallery.
Well now that that plug is outa the way. I'm pretty sure I got used recently. So coming off the whole Kelly thing wasn't easy but I've been venturing out to be all social again. Not looking for anything so of course a girl falls into my lap. Luckily not my Ex's sister like the time before that. I have no doubt we would make a wonderful couple but dear god her sister took my V card. Also I think her parent's would kill me. So never a good idea to start any relationship with that much drama. lol. Back tot he story. I was on my way to a lesbian underwear party so naturally I dressed in drag and shaved my entire body. Like ya do.

Sadly the shin dig was canceled last min. So I went to our local bar district dressed in my amazing outfit with my roommate CJ whom was in a bathrobe and boxers. Keep in mind it's sure cold that night. I actually got into every bar we went to. He wasn't allowed into 3 because he wasn't wearing a shirt. Love that!!! However, we end up going to my friend Adam's for after hours. By the god I went out that night to go to an underwear party. I was going to see people in their underwear. So upon entering the domicile I demand everyone at the party de-garb. This felt like a good idea. In fact most of the people at the party were like HELL YEAH! By most I mean every single guy there. The girls were not going to shed their clothes. lol Oh well I still raged at that party. One of the girls from that party hit me up the next night on facebook. Asking a lot of question. So I answered all of them. I never lie keep that in mind. So she gets me to go out the next night. This time it's all couples but us. I confide I thought she was pretty cute and the fact that she kinda instigated this whole thing turned me on a bit. I had to go home though I hadn't really slept at all that week and desperately needed to. She begged me to stay citing all the couples and how awkward it would be to stay there alone. I was like man I gotta get. She said, Ok! Or we could just stay here and make out!" WTF! I wasn't turning that down so we got hot and heavy on the porch. We to the Hobbit the next night together and had lunch the day after that. Things seemed to be going rather well. Then an all stop. Stopped chatting really, the text messages all had friend language in them. No long did they imply more desire. The kind of desire she forced in the beginning. I was a little confused but I hadn't really invested to much time in this so i wasn't stunned. I just assumed I had been lemoned. Then i thought about it. She's super close to Adam. Adam has been super awkwardly sucking face with his new GF any chance they get. She may have had a crush on him and wanted to see if hitting on a friend of his would swing his attention back her way. When it did not well I was of no use to her anymore. I think that may have been what happened. I don't really know. Still nice to feel wanted again even for a little bit. Wooo holidays. Glad it's almost over.
Jordan