saintbasil

so even though i missed over a weeks worth of work an school cause of the surgery ill prob be caught up by monday or tuesday. i finished a photography assignment in less than than 4 hours when it was supposed to take three days. a friend of mine told me she giddy cause shes pretty sure she'll be engaged soon. that fucked me up, shes younger than me barely knows this guy an actually WANTS to get married asap. of course i play devils advocate till shes fed up w/ me. nothin new there thats pretty much the basis of our relationship. shes the bright eyed innocent an im the crass lowlife whos been through the shit. meanwhile ive had this one image of a woman belly button flashing in my head all night drivin me crazy. i know its my head tellin me nothin means shit if i dont have a girl but i cant find one that measures up. not even close. maybe its just my mind fuckin w/ me.