I've been pushing myself a little hard of late. As Rainwolfkin and Bateman may have noticed when I finally made it to The Ship, only to feel very wrong and scuttle off rather fast, tail between legs, headspace whoknowswhere...
Almost. Almost.
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I think I'm addicted to learning. There's a great 8 week documentary filmmaking course that I'm considering for after I hand in my dissertation in September.
Learning is fantastic, don't misunderstand... But I am now burden to an overriding urge to make, to do, to create and make my mark...
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The urge for more ink on my flesh grows...
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We are, after a brief post-coital conversation last night, now officially "seeing each other," which is not to say that we are boyfriend and girlfriend.
Where do these schoolish, if sometimes quaint terms fall on the progression from fuck-buddies to spice (plural of spouse, doncherknow), crossing en route the legendary land of lovers and the mythic space of partners?
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I don't kiss and tell anywhere near as much as I sometimes would like.
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Exam on June 1st. Not good.
Two jobs, one lady, revision and vague dissertation thoughts mean that I still can't really chill as much as I like. I am, after all, something of a stoner deep at heart... It's just that now I'm a proactive stoner.
Does that make me an oxy-moron?
[groan][/groan]
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I think it's this beautiful brush of summer that's got to me, but I really am like a dog on heat these days. For which, I should like to thank all of my beautiful, sexy friends. When my brain gets overly full of stress, of theories, of academic tailchasing, and intellectual bullshit; when it feels like I might actually just turn into a bloody/wonderful book... it's you guys who help make everything okay.
That was a very odd thing to say, but there you have me.
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I'm rather enjoying Leola's new verb of the moment:
Mary Poppinsing.
I Mary Poppins, you Mary Poppins...
We were Mary Poppinsing, or even, were Mary Poppinsed...
Having been Mary Poppinsed...
the imagery is endlessly distracting and so much more fun than
this
kind
of stuff.
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Almost. Almost.
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I think I'm addicted to learning. There's a great 8 week documentary filmmaking course that I'm considering for after I hand in my dissertation in September.
Learning is fantastic, don't misunderstand... But I am now burden to an overriding urge to make, to do, to create and make my mark...
****
The urge for more ink on my flesh grows...
****
We are, after a brief post-coital conversation last night, now officially "seeing each other," which is not to say that we are boyfriend and girlfriend.
Where do these schoolish, if sometimes quaint terms fall on the progression from fuck-buddies to spice (plural of spouse, doncherknow), crossing en route the legendary land of lovers and the mythic space of partners?
****
I don't kiss and tell anywhere near as much as I sometimes would like.
****
Exam on June 1st. Not good.
Two jobs, one lady, revision and vague dissertation thoughts mean that I still can't really chill as much as I like. I am, after all, something of a stoner deep at heart... It's just that now I'm a proactive stoner.
Does that make me an oxy-moron?
[groan][/groan]
****
I think it's this beautiful brush of summer that's got to me, but I really am like a dog on heat these days. For which, I should like to thank all of my beautiful, sexy friends. When my brain gets overly full of stress, of theories, of academic tailchasing, and intellectual bullshit; when it feels like I might actually just turn into a bloody/wonderful book... it's you guys who help make everything okay.
That was a very odd thing to say, but there you have me.
****
I'm rather enjoying Leola's new verb of the moment:
Mary Poppinsing.
I Mary Poppins, you Mary Poppins...
We were Mary Poppinsing, or even, were Mary Poppinsed...
Having been Mary Poppinsed...
the imagery is endlessly distracting and so much more fun than
this
kind
of stuff.
****
I am back in 6 weeks. I shall not be drinking anywhere near as much as I did last weekend, and I would be really happy if you could make it out again (I promise to hang around this time
I don't kiss and tell anywhere near as much as I sometimes would like
Me too
Love and kisses
Michelle xx