Went to the park yesterday and got a gnarl y sunburn. Yesterday made one week since i started my new fitness regime, and im proud to say ive lost 7 lbs! Thats insane to me to loose that in just one week, im sure this week will not be so drastic.
On the other hand after my 10 hour long night at work, i came home and had a bad end to the night. When i get angry or upset it just makes me think about my weight. I just think "if i were thin and pretty i wouldn't be treated this way" or "you know you'll never loose all that weight". I really am at a breaking point emotionally, and just fear becoming a social recluse again. Ive just now begun to feel a little better about myself, and now due to a fight, im left doubting myself again. Think i may just go crawl back in bed till time to go to work.
On the other hand after my 10 hour long night at work, i came home and had a bad end to the night. When i get angry or upset it just makes me think about my weight. I just think "if i were thin and pretty i wouldn't be treated this way" or "you know you'll never loose all that weight". I really am at a breaking point emotionally, and just fear becoming a social recluse again. Ive just now begun to feel a little better about myself, and now due to a fight, im left doubting myself again. Think i may just go crawl back in bed till time to go to work.