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Aaaaarg. Why do I always have some EMO bastard falling in love with me. There is this kid i work with. He is 29. Nice kid. Bigtime hippie, long hair, works in the kitchen, smokes a lot of dope smells bad 90% of the time. I knew him before sort of because he used to work at starbucks and i went there like every day....
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I am fighting an epic battle with my air conditioner. lol I have had a sore throat and felt stuffy for a day or two, but i feel better as soon as i get away from the air conditioner. I have been sleeping out in the living room on my futon due to the unbearable heat. It takes awhile for the air to circulate back...
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The hospital bills have started rolling in, fun, fun, fun. I am trying to fill out all this stuff saying i'm poor so they will either charge me less or not at all. It is a bitch though because i went to a couple different hospitals in the area for different things so i have to fill out different forms for each one. aaaaaaaarg Still...
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Well i had my surgery. I am home. They had me there for fricking ever. I got there at 11:30 and they didn't take me in until 2:30. My asshole doctor was running late and then i had to wait for the surgery room. They took me in the room and put me on this little table thing with a squishy gel thing under my...
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Yes they are actually going to bring me in there tomorrow. finally. My surgery is at 11:30 am tomorrow. I can't eat anything or drink anything after midnight tonight. That is gonna be hard because i usually stay up till like 4 am. I should go to bed anyway because my dad is coming to pick me up at around 10 or so. Wish me...
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These dam doctor's have been fucking me over right and left. They have changed the date of my surgery like 10 times. It was the 25th, then today, then wednesday. rrrrrrg. I guess now it is Thursday. Allegedly. They are supposed to call me back to confirm. I guess the sound wave machine they need to put me in broke down or some shit. In...
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Jeeeez. I seem to be inadvertently offending people every time i turn around lately. Whether from hastily said words, my filthy mouth, or my filthy mind. I suck lately people i'm sorry. I blame it on the total isolation I have been living in. Sitting around my house all week not working. No boyfriend, no friends, My sons been visiting my mom for two weeks....
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LilllithVain recently did a blog where she let everyone ask her random questions...yay. fun! My question was: What one sentence could someone whisper in your ear that would turn you on more than anything else?.................Her answer: When we get home i want to rip your soul apart with my teeth. aaaah. I fucking love that girl. Truly. So I am asking you all this same...
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I went to another stupid hospital today for pre-admission testing. Basically they just asked me 800 questions about my health. They were supposed to take me in for my procedure the 25th. I was like heeeeell no. I have been sick for days. I need fixed now. I can't be missing any more work. They moved it up to the 19th. Small victory i guess....
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