saillesong

Yeeeea so turns out i had Pneumonia . I was coughing so bad i couldn't stop and i called my mom and she convinced me to go to the hospital. They said i had pneumonia in my right lung. I had to stay there overnight. They had me breath in this yucky steroid stuff that made me all shaky and made my heart race really...
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dam. i am sooo sick right now. have some kind of weird flu. Have a cough in my chest and i have had a bad fever and have been freezing and sweating for the last two days. Had to take off work today. Hoping i feel better tomorrow

Feeling very depressed about my station in life right now. My hotel degree has got me nowhere so far. I am contemplating going back to school for another degree but i don't really know what i would do. I wish i was one of those people that have easily recognizable strengths and know from childhood what i wanted to do. I enjoy writing...but making a...
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Happy new years peoples. i ate some salt and pepper popcorn and drank a bottle of arbor mist and watched some awful people sing on tv. Very anti-climactic. My man had his kids so i just stayed home with my boy. Went to an awesome rockabilly show the night before though. Got hammered and danced my ass off. I miss doing shit like that. I...
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I just want christmas to be oooooover. I have been working every day for weeks and every dollar i have made has gone towards christmas presents. I dam near have everyone covered now i think. I have a few stray things i have to pick up tomorrow. On the plus side i got to go to the shooting range today which i have been trying...
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Happy thanksgiving ya fuckers!!!! lol Just made a pumpkin pie, a chocolate pie, and the ground cranberry and orange relish stuff. Tomorrow it is the yams, turkey, giblet gravy, stuffing, and my famous corn casserole stuff that is an epic legend among my family. lol My sister is bringing the mashed potatoes....of course....the laziest item possible. lol Should be good times though. I am going...
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uuuugh. I need a dam day off so bad i can taste it. I have been working every day for the two weeks or so..plus going to the gym every day. I am straight worn out. The man's birthday is on sunday. I have been busting my butt to get him presents and pay the bills i got behind on. I had an awesome day...
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I went to the bank this morning. I put money in but not enough it cover the rent check i had already wrote out. I had to pay my car payment yesterday which i thought i paid already and forgot i didn't. Soooo when they handed me the slip back i was negative 139.00.....and the lady says "Have a nice day" Yeeeea pretty sure i...
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Happy halloween!!!! Happy Samhain!!!! I was just feeling very festive. I was carving my pumpkin and listening to type O negative. The october rust album holds a lot of memories for me. It reminds me of the love of my life who died december 29th 2003. All happy memories though. Halloween being the day when the veil between worlds is thin I always try and...
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