saillesong

What do you do when you love someone so much and they tell you they are not sure they are capable of being in love with you. But you love them so unconditionally it doesn't really matter?

love blots out reason like sunspots
weathers your soul
fries you crisp
yet you hold on to warmth
savoring it
for coldness of old age.

soooo i got fired from my new job....i messed up on tallying up the hours for payroll and people accidently got paid for their lunches when they weren't supposed to. They were able to fix it they just had to take it out of the next pay. The girl that was training me did not explain things well and she was an evil bitch. I...
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It's meeee birthday!!! It has sucked so far.... Had lunch with my man but i was in a rush cuz i was on my lunch break and he was running a bit late because he had to pick up his boys. I had to work at the sign place and i had to run to home depot and get stupid lag bolts, and screws, and...
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Sorry i have not updated....I have been pretty much working and sleeping. Getting up at 7 am sux ass!!! It's so hard to have a life when you have to get up early. My friends and my man always want to hang out late at night ....and if i want enough sleep i have to go to bed at 11.....it doesn't happen very often. lol...
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I got a new job. The kind adults actually have. lol I am working as a secretary for a sign company. A guy came in to my bar that i used to know and i was telling him how i have a degree and it has gotten me jack-shit nowhere and he offered me the job. 10 bux an hour 40 hours a week, health...
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Going to the SG st. patricks day party in Columbus, Ohio. Can't wait!!!! I will be driving down after work tomorrow. I have a room a mile and a half from the bar. If the cabs screw me over i can always walk. lol This is the first SG event i have been too and i'm ready to peee my pants with excitement. Going to...
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Well sorry I have been failing at blogging lately very stressed out. My car completely bit the dust....brakes went out, leaking transmission fluid, over-heating ect. Tires were toast...it would have been too much money to fix it. I had them come hall it off to the scrap yard. They gave me $275.00 for it. I am waiting on my tax money to come in until...
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Went to the shooting range again today. A friend of mine brought his shotgun for me to try out because i'm thinking of buying a stoeger coach gun when i get my tax money. I wanted to see if i could handle a 12 gauge or if I needed to get a 20 gauge. I did just find with the 12. It was fucking awesome....
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Yeeeea so turns out i had Pneumonia . I was coughing so bad i couldn't stop and i called my mom and she convinced me to go to the hospital. They said i had pneumonia in my right lung. I had to stay there overnight. They had me breath in this yucky steroid stuff that made me all shaky and made my heart race really...
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dam. i am sooo sick right now. have some kind of weird flu. Have a cough in my chest and i have had a bad fever and have been freezing and sweating for the last two days. Had to take off work today. Hoping i feel better tomorrow