saida

i dont know

i dont know if i care

i like to cry once a week.... watching Extreme Home Makeover

my holloween costume is sick sick sick

i like hospital shows

weird i never really watch tv except for sundays

sundays= pj's, wings, and football

6 days till my everything comes to be with me for a month and a half.. i really need it.

why is it that i always just want to walk away from everything say fuck it.. just so i can breathe. God damn me and letting people live vicariously through me. I am so contradictive it makes me giggle. I love that about me and I hate it as well. Why have I created this part of me that has to entertain, laugh, be funny, be crazy...Its me(i was born with this character) but its a small part of me, believe it or not.. If that is how you meet me, expect the unexpected and that its not my true reality.. but it is me I assure you.
I have a feeling that I will go through my whole life trying to juggle these 2 parts of me. Ahh well take it or leave it. Its easy to do both.. just dont say i didnt warn ya

Im in love.. and it still baffles me.. not sure why it does, nor do i really care to dig up all the shit that has kept me the cynical person i was. I have no questions anymore.. Sometimes you really need to take things exactly as they are and keep it simple, many times its the simplest things that have a habbit of becoming clouded. Keep it simple stupid<--- still one of the best sayings ever. Hey just a quick appreciative note... thanks for being you.




Fall is beatiful

hoodies are the best


i am getting impatient with having to wait for my real live to unveil itself. b r e a t h e .. in.. b r e a t h e ..out..




"i am infinity"