I'm really loving my hair lately. It's super long now, shiny and I love styling it. I used to hate my hair. But I want to do something to it. I got it back to my natural color and I'm bored with it. I won't be cutting it though, I love it long. I was thinking of putting some cherry red in the middle layer so the red tips stick out and then put some caramel or blond highlights throughout. Although I have noticed that my hair is getting lighter, so maybe I'll just do the red. Not sure.
I've been feeling really blah lately. I'm not happy with where my life is right now. I thought I'd be done with school and would have been working for a couple of years now and have my debt almost paid off. Well, I shouldn't plan, life doesn't happen that way. I ended up with a degree in Accounting. I have no idea how I ended up there. I wanted to go to Full Sail in Orlando or to school in England. But both with too expensive. Well Full Sail has come a long way in the past 5 years and they've still been sending me info all this time. I REALLY want to get my degree there. That desire has never gone away. I still really want to go to the UK or Australia for a minimum of one year. I'm trying to align myself with the right job so that I can pull that off. Well Full Sail has online degrees now.
You know how they say things happen for a reason, we just don't always know the reason yet? Well I'm starting to wonder if all of my issues with the GMAT and graduate school were because there was something out there for me that I always wanted. And since Full Sail now has Master's degrees and now they're online, maybe that's it. But then again, what if that is just wishful thinking on my part. It's hard to know.
Either way, I need to sit back and figure out what it is that I want. I tend to fall into the trap of doing what everyone else wants for me and then I'm not totally happy and the line of what I want and what others want for me blurs and I'm not sure if it's what I really wanted. I need to figure that out and stick to it. Sometimes I wish I were a bitchy person and I could just tell everyone to fuck off. But I'm not and I can't.
Oh so I ran into an old friend that I used to know years ago. We went many years with no contact. But that's what is so great about true friends, you can just pick back up. I'm glad that we did and we've talked a bunch since. Too bad he's up in Chicago now, which is why we lost touch. But we may get to visit again!
And if you've read this far, I give you mad props. Because I'm not sure that some of it makes sense to me. But that's what's been going on with me lately.
Hope your memorial weekends are good! No rain here yet!
*edit* It's now storming. Day 14 of rain! I like curling up when it storms and watching a movie, reading or listening to music while the rain pounds the windows and the lightning and thunder strikes!!! One day I want to make love in the middle of the night under the drizzling rain drops
I've been feeling really blah lately. I'm not happy with where my life is right now. I thought I'd be done with school and would have been working for a couple of years now and have my debt almost paid off. Well, I shouldn't plan, life doesn't happen that way. I ended up with a degree in Accounting. I have no idea how I ended up there. I wanted to go to Full Sail in Orlando or to school in England. But both with too expensive. Well Full Sail has come a long way in the past 5 years and they've still been sending me info all this time. I REALLY want to get my degree there. That desire has never gone away. I still really want to go to the UK or Australia for a minimum of one year. I'm trying to align myself with the right job so that I can pull that off. Well Full Sail has online degrees now.
You know how they say things happen for a reason, we just don't always know the reason yet? Well I'm starting to wonder if all of my issues with the GMAT and graduate school were because there was something out there for me that I always wanted. And since Full Sail now has Master's degrees and now they're online, maybe that's it. But then again, what if that is just wishful thinking on my part. It's hard to know.
Either way, I need to sit back and figure out what it is that I want. I tend to fall into the trap of doing what everyone else wants for me and then I'm not totally happy and the line of what I want and what others want for me blurs and I'm not sure if it's what I really wanted. I need to figure that out and stick to it. Sometimes I wish I were a bitchy person and I could just tell everyone to fuck off. But I'm not and I can't.
Oh so I ran into an old friend that I used to know years ago. We went many years with no contact. But that's what is so great about true friends, you can just pick back up. I'm glad that we did and we've talked a bunch since. Too bad he's up in Chicago now, which is why we lost touch. But we may get to visit again!
And if you've read this far, I give you mad props. Because I'm not sure that some of it makes sense to me. But that's what's been going on with me lately.
Hope your memorial weekends are good! No rain here yet!
*edit* It's now storming. Day 14 of rain! I like curling up when it storms and watching a movie, reading or listening to music while the rain pounds the windows and the lightning and thunder strikes!!! One day I want to make love in the middle of the night under the drizzling rain drops
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seriously made me blush
compliments are always nice
but it's just something about compliments from females
that makes you feel way better
maybe because it seems more genuine
it takes alot for a woman to compliment another woman
cause we, as a whole, can be quite catty
anyway
my hair is strong and doesn't break easily
BUT it's not nearly as thick as it used to be
which makes me a little bit sad
except when I have to blowdry my hair, curl or straighten it
because it doesnt take as long as I'm sure thick hair does
my arms already get tired enough lol
but I will definitely post pictures when all is said and done
There's 2 things that have helped:
I always use a blowdryer and straightener to style them to the side as soon as I get out of the shower
and when I'm home I keep a clip on them to train them to stay in place
AND good hair spray like Strong Sexy Hair; it holds well without making my hair all crunchy lol
And yes, 23 is a very random number but totally made me laugh
I do the same thing all the time too