had a pretty good week, kinda.
got some new shoes and am gonna schedule my test in just a min.
i just dont get why when somethin good happens somethin just as bad has to happen.
why cant it just keep bein good? why do i keep expectin it too?
cuz im a glutton for punishment i guess.
i really want to find a good job that lets me save to move. i really want to start again somewhere else. i think that i need let things just happen and quit trying so hard. if i dont want stuff so bad i cant stand it then if i dont get it, it won't be so bad, right? right.
so from now on im not gettin attached to ideas or people or stuff. just gonna try and go with the flow. be like grass and all that shit.
it probly would help if i wasnt so damn neurotic and ocd huh?
got some new shoes and am gonna schedule my test in just a min.
i just dont get why when somethin good happens somethin just as bad has to happen.
why cant it just keep bein good? why do i keep expectin it too?
cuz im a glutton for punishment i guess.
i really want to find a good job that lets me save to move. i really want to start again somewhere else. i think that i need let things just happen and quit trying so hard. if i dont want stuff so bad i cant stand it then if i dont get it, it won't be so bad, right? right.
so from now on im not gettin attached to ideas or people or stuff. just gonna try and go with the flow. be like grass and all that shit.
it probly would help if i wasnt so damn neurotic and ocd huh?
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comixbookgurl:
*hugs*
paddywhack:
i feel your pain. i get to the point now that when something good happens i just wait for the bad.