well i went on a vacatoin and the site changed a little it says i have no hearts. what do the hearts represent. ps i miss all my ramones and old music that got stolen and several computers died and serveral ipods were stolen and lost so i missing so much music. any music donations would be appreciated.
anyway disneyland could have been better i hope to go back some day with my kids (i have no kids or marriage blah blah blah) the best ride was space mountain the worst ride was mr toads wild ride because the people who worked it were assholes and i smashed the consol that runs it with my fist. damn i wish we had got that on tape. but did tape somethings that were going to try to make a short film with.
The LA trip was very stressful it would have been better if i had gone alone and had more control over things besides the fact i paid for most of it.
anyway i'm ver sucidal these days its out of control my disorders and depressions are at there worst. i wish constantly i were never born.
anyway disneyland could have been better i hope to go back some day with my kids (i have no kids or marriage blah blah blah) the best ride was space mountain the worst ride was mr toads wild ride because the people who worked it were assholes and i smashed the consol that runs it with my fist. damn i wish we had got that on tape. but did tape somethings that were going to try to make a short film with.
The LA trip was very stressful it would have been better if i had gone alone and had more control over things besides the fact i paid for most of it.
anyway i'm ver sucidal these days its out of control my disorders and depressions are at there worst. i wish constantly i were never born.
I know about this shit well. It gets bad if I don't have meds or a GF.
It's good to have friends who care and will listen.
Let me know if you ever want to talk. You don't know me, but I'm here.
I hope the next day, week, hour, month gets better for you.