sadie

everything seems some complicated and depressing right now.

my mom sent me a package with some clothes in it that i really need and want but she sent it to my old address. i've emailed both of my old roommates at said address and callled one of them now i just have to wait to see whats going on and i'm not a patient person. My former best friend and lover has his phone disconnected i just spoke it to him a few day agos so i guess they just didnt pay the bill or something i wrote him a snail mail letter anyway.

My dad canceled on our regular friday night dinner cause he's sick. I'm sad hes sick but I look forward to friday all week long so its bit of a let down I hope he's ok hes the family member i'm closet to probably the person i'm closest to family or not. I hope he feels better soon.

In good news I got approved for food stamps which should come into effect midnight tonight so not all is lost i have extra money for non food things since this food stamp thing has come into effect.

but I really need to talk to eli right now (the person whos phones is off) i'll never beable to explain why hes so important to me.

listen to the black metal band forest they rock my socks also try to check crebain

update! i just got a call from my ex room mate and i'm going pick up my package tommorow!