sadie

i'm homeless i slept outside in the freezing wet air last night if you call that sleep. I'm forced to go to inpatient rehab or i'll be homeless forever. I guess these so called friends and family "love me" for some reason thats hard for me to belive. they want to push the best lover and only husband i've ever had. No one has ever treated me better he fucking slept on the streets with me even though he had a place to stay inside. i've never been so in love and treated so wonder. So what if we share a drug problem were not trying to hide it and pretend we dont like using. So you might not hear from me in about a month. i'm never going to leave him and he says the same and i belive him more then ever.

So my parents they love me. but i just think they love the idea of a perfect college graduate boring daughter what do you think of that thought?