sadie

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i dyed my hair violet but it came out kinda indigo blue purple. sorry i dont have a picture right now and i dont thing its worthy of one. besides that i havent been feeling too good and have been sleeping alot more that normal. how are you feeling xoxo sadie

damn i guess i'm getting un noticed around here more than i thought. No one commented on my last post am I really that boring or maybe its just that I don't post in the boards or groups much but whatever i'm not complaining just a little surprised. Today is valentines day, I sorta have a valentine but i'm no sure if anythings going on...
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i played chinese new year's games for chocolate gold coins. I made out pretty good. that was the excitement of my day so far. Hopefully i'm going out to dinner later. not much else going on this post seems pretty boring now. just like my life boring. soo boring sometimes i wish for death from boredom but I dont think its possible. another depressing blog...
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I felt like no one ever understood my panic attacks so I always hide them and never talk about them or call people anymore when i have them i havent talked about them in a long time until i feel maybe i'm going through some sort of butterfly transformation but it could just be some mental unexplainable torture. I wish I didnt have such an...
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i hate to be whiney but this is a supposed to be like a journal and i think its the best place to let frustrasions. Sometimes I feel like the only care about me are my social workers. I'm really emotional right now for no reason except that little bender i went on probably caused it. I think i'm turning into a bender drug user....
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aaagg i was just in the middle of writing a new post with finger hit some button and now its all gone. well i was talking about my bleached blonde and pondering drying it purple. you know it high school i had long curly blue hair it took two bottles cause i had some much long thick hair. the best part was my mom helped...
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Well my new year hasnt been that happy but i'm trying. I was depressed for like the first week but i'm feeling a little better now. sometimes i never really know what to write but i feel like i should say something cause i'm tired of the old blog. don't expect any new sets soon until i get in better shape. i've realized i prefer...
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Well christmas was great. But I dont think New Years Eve is going to be. the boy was here he left cause he had to work saturday and i doubt hes going to be here tommorow cause its a 6 hour drive and hes probably tired. I wouldn't be so upset but he promised he was going to be here on new years on top...
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My new laptop has a remote control! My dad came over last nite with an external drive to help me tranfser some files to my new computer from my old one. He also brought me the remote for my new computer. I think its mostly supposed to be use to watch videos and dvds but it can also turn the computer. I havent figured out...
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Christmas is awesome. I ate to admit that i celebrate christian holidays but i dont really count this one since its so hyped up and commercial. Its more for the giving and coming together to get awesome presents. I got a new speical edition HP laptop its not the pink Dell i wanted but its close enough its white/gray with some interesting design. I seriously...
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Things are with my emotions are up and down right alot lately. I rented shock treatment on my netflix and if didn't know thats the sequel to Rocky Horror Picture Show. I forgot so much about it (shock treatment) and how much I loved it and the music. I was watching this thing on the special features of the dvd about the music is Shock...
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