sadfaceclown

Alright, I was kind of freaked out earlier. I guess I was a little overwhelmed. I'm not that freaked out about surgery. It's the recovery that I'm worried about.

I don't know how well I'll be able to recover and take care of myself where I live. Don't get me wrong, living on Mt. Hood is rad. I love the scenery, the skiing, my house, and my roomates, but I'm in the middle of nowhere and that is challenging sometimes.

Right now it's especially difficult because my shoulder's all fucked up. Driving into the doctor is a major routine, it takes the better part of the day and I'm exhausted when I get home. My shoulder's killing me by the time I'm done and I'm so grumpy I usually just go straight to my room and lay down.

I guess I'm just not having very much fun right now and that's got me a little bummed. I had great plans this winter and I feel like it's all been ruined. Everyone around me seems to be having a great time and I feel like a big pile of poop.

GEEZ...listen to me whine and complain. I need to remember that things could be a lot worse.

I guess I need to look at the bright side of things. Now I've got a good reason to finally commit to getting a place in PDX. I've been so bored lately, maybe a new place in town will wake me up a little bit. It will definitely make life a little easier.

So now I need to find a new place in PDX.

QUESTIONS FOR ANYONE READING....

What's your favorite part of town?