sacrificial_lamb

The tedium of work is totally overwhelming, i have finally come to the strangely overlooked fact (at lest by me) that every job is made up of very simple jobs all which you can do, but you are given limited time, supplys and made to repeat the hell out of till the combination of all these things make the job daunting and altogether frustrating.

I have all this home work to do and i know what i should do i can not really fined any part of it (from this view point of not doing it) hard at all, the problem is that i just can't bring myself to start it, i don't have the motivation to try or the fear to make me "just get on with it". I am finding all this very frustrating knowing how simple it would be if i could only bring my self to just start.

I just had 2 week's off where me unlike every other person in my cores that i have spoken to did absolutely no work. And i was (will am now) considerably behind all of them and I'm just narcissistic enough to think that "i can complete all my work in plenty of time even if i take [insert this time] off" and am way to casual about it. I need stress and worry to get anything done

Sorry for the spelling/grammar i had to reinstall windows and i have not got'in around to putting MSoffice on, and will I'm rather shit at that in the first place