okay i am FUCKING EXHAUSTED!!!!! new job and helping friends move makes me a tired little sinner!
i forgot just how busy i can be when i am styling hair! *WHEW*
BUT HEY IT'S ALL FOR THE GREATER GOOD...NOT BEING POOR! and who can argue with that!
but i just found out they the company wants to move me to a managment position at a bigger and busier salon...oh well!
*rant*
ya know...i just don't care anymore, i mean i really don't give a fuck aboot anything, i am going back to the days where i just look out for me, i don't want to fucking deal with anyone's fucking shit... i just want to be me, no one else, fuck you fuck them fuck him fuck her fuck em all! all my friends have all these problems and they all call me at all hours to fix them or help them and yes that's what friends are for but no one can ever help me with my problems, they have no advice or time, or they just want to talk aboot themselves...no one fucking listens to me!!!! well they do if i'm talking about their problems... jesus fucking christ man! i am sick of being the shrink, i am sick of being the wise one, i don't have all the answers, i'm just as scared and confused as they are sometimes and i just get so frustrated and i just want to be selfish and say FUCK YOU ALL...i just want to be happy, to work, to drink, see shows, watch the sunset, kiss a stranger and feel mysterious, to be beautiful and live to be me, to have some fun and be a happy sane cranky little girl!
WHO FUCKING CARES!!! i just want to go out and get blasted and wake up in a blur on some carpet! and i will! this is now an all out war and it's all aboot me! i need a vacation!
*end rant*
i am going to watch monster tonite with my friend "tricks", i haven't seen him in like a year, we're gonna order pizza get some beer and watch some freaky movie! and then to the brickyard for the RED SCARE, they are a super fun local band! YAY! and then tomorrow a bunch of us are going to see HARRY POTTER!!!
so much fun! anyways i gotta go get cleaned up, dolled up and making with the fun!
also i am looking into working in a morgue...yes that's right DEAD PEOPLE!!
it fascinates me to no end...what happens when we die... i need a drink!
death to false bitches!
fuck all those that get in your way!
Luv your lord and master
Sinn
ps...ck, the end of the month is too long!..really!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
*my dream car*
i forgot just how busy i can be when i am styling hair! *WHEW*
BUT HEY IT'S ALL FOR THE GREATER GOOD...NOT BEING POOR! and who can argue with that!
but i just found out they the company wants to move me to a managment position at a bigger and busier salon...oh well!
*rant*
ya know...i just don't care anymore, i mean i really don't give a fuck aboot anything, i am going back to the days where i just look out for me, i don't want to fucking deal with anyone's fucking shit... i just want to be me, no one else, fuck you fuck them fuck him fuck her fuck em all! all my friends have all these problems and they all call me at all hours to fix them or help them and yes that's what friends are for but no one can ever help me with my problems, they have no advice or time, or they just want to talk aboot themselves...no one fucking listens to me!!!! well they do if i'm talking about their problems... jesus fucking christ man! i am sick of being the shrink, i am sick of being the wise one, i don't have all the answers, i'm just as scared and confused as they are sometimes and i just get so frustrated and i just want to be selfish and say FUCK YOU ALL...i just want to be happy, to work, to drink, see shows, watch the sunset, kiss a stranger and feel mysterious, to be beautiful and live to be me, to have some fun and be a happy sane cranky little girl!
WHO FUCKING CARES!!! i just want to go out and get blasted and wake up in a blur on some carpet! and i will! this is now an all out war and it's all aboot me! i need a vacation!
*end rant*
i am going to watch monster tonite with my friend "tricks", i haven't seen him in like a year, we're gonna order pizza get some beer and watch some freaky movie! and then to the brickyard for the RED SCARE, they are a super fun local band! YAY! and then tomorrow a bunch of us are going to see HARRY POTTER!!!
so much fun! anyways i gotta go get cleaned up, dolled up and making with the fun!
also i am looking into working in a morgue...yes that's right DEAD PEOPLE!!
it fascinates me to no end...what happens when we die... i need a drink!
death to false bitches!
fuck all those that get in your way!
Luv your lord and master
Sinn
ps...ck, the end of the month is too long!..really!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
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Fuck 'em.
thanx for your friend's request, i gladly accept being friend with one of my fas artists!
now.... have a few drinks on me!
hope you're having a nice weekend.