sabine8

I started back to work on Tuesday to finish up my last 15 hours. I can do 6 hours a week so it will take me a few weeks, but then I'll be able to get a PAID internship!!!!! It feels horrible being back there after being gone since the end of July when I was in the car accident. It feels like I'm moving backwards instead of forwards. It feels like I don't have a place there anymore. They don't really want me there...they're just obligated to let me finish my hours. Oh well. I'll just do it and move on. I can't help that I was in an accident. It wasn't my fault and I can't change what happened so I just have to go with it....
I have no idea what's going on for Thanksgiving this year. I'm not looking forward to it at all. My grandma, who was like a mom to me, passed away last year on Nov. 26 and the holidays were always at her house. Now it's just my grandpa. My family is being shitty and petty and I've become the focus of it all for some reason. My mom thinks they're jealous, because my grandma and I were very close. I refuse to be a part of it and have just pulled myself back and won't participate in the petty bullshit. It just encourages them. It just makes me sad, because she would have hated this.
Ok. Enough of that. Take care.