what a strange day it was yesterday.
for days i've been upset, just thinking of what i should do about the guy i'm dating, and yesterday morning i found out something that upset me at the time. (he didn't cheat or anything..) but anyway, i was too upset for class & work so i called in and called the boy over to talk. after consulting my sister of course. she always thought i could do better anyway. heh
so we talked...he didn't want to bring up our inevitable demise, so i had to be the one to say "i guess we should try to just be friends." to fit in some time for break up sex i suggested that friend status not start until midnight, but we finally decided to put it off until sunday. isn't it funny to have a set end date for a relationship? haha. well there's something a little taboo i've really wanted to try sexually and he had been considering it and said we could, but not until saturday. hehe...yeah so he kind of bribed me into staying with him until then so he can get some more for a few days at least. not that i'm complaining. i need to save up too. i might not be getting any for a while.
so..we went out to eat and then decided to go to the sex store to buy the strap on required for saturday's adventure. while there i spotted a sex swing, for a lot cheaper than i've seen some. i've always wanted one. boy was very encouraging (knowing we'd have to put it up at his house and probably thinking he could lure me into using it later when we're both desparate. haha). i figured i could always use it when i find someone else, and get some use out of it before things end..
damn, i love that thing. i'm going to miss sex. and cuddling, damnit. probably cuddling even more than sex. but i know it's for the best and blah blah blah.
anyway, things ended very amicably and i feel good about it. he's my best friend in MI and the only person i hang out with regularly and talk to daily so i'd hate to ruin that over breaking up. we made it almost a year. ah well... i think i might be sadder about it after the "end date" but on the bright side i'll be a lot more open to other opportunities...and something could work out with someone else.
well i have to finish my homework so i can go work on some more break up sex. haha
the lesson of the day: breaking up is hard to do, but sometimes ya gotta. no, no really the lesson is: go buy a sex swing. you'll thank me later
for days i've been upset, just thinking of what i should do about the guy i'm dating, and yesterday morning i found out something that upset me at the time. (he didn't cheat or anything..) but anyway, i was too upset for class & work so i called in and called the boy over to talk. after consulting my sister of course. she always thought i could do better anyway. heh
so we talked...he didn't want to bring up our inevitable demise, so i had to be the one to say "i guess we should try to just be friends." to fit in some time for break up sex i suggested that friend status not start until midnight, but we finally decided to put it off until sunday. isn't it funny to have a set end date for a relationship? haha. well there's something a little taboo i've really wanted to try sexually and he had been considering it and said we could, but not until saturday. hehe...yeah so he kind of bribed me into staying with him until then so he can get some more for a few days at least. not that i'm complaining. i need to save up too. i might not be getting any for a while.
so..we went out to eat and then decided to go to the sex store to buy the strap on required for saturday's adventure. while there i spotted a sex swing, for a lot cheaper than i've seen some. i've always wanted one. boy was very encouraging (knowing we'd have to put it up at his house and probably thinking he could lure me into using it later when we're both desparate. haha). i figured i could always use it when i find someone else, and get some use out of it before things end..
damn, i love that thing. i'm going to miss sex. and cuddling, damnit. probably cuddling even more than sex. but i know it's for the best and blah blah blah.
anyway, things ended very amicably and i feel good about it. he's my best friend in MI and the only person i hang out with regularly and talk to daily so i'd hate to ruin that over breaking up. we made it almost a year. ah well... i think i might be sadder about it after the "end date" but on the bright side i'll be a lot more open to other opportunities...and something could work out with someone else.
well i have to finish my homework so i can go work on some more break up sex. haha
the lesson of the day: breaking up is hard to do, but sometimes ya gotta. no, no really the lesson is: go buy a sex swing. you'll thank me later
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hugoroark:
6 months from now you'll be sooooooo happy that you are making this choice. Personal growth and confidence will be a natural side effect that will make you a better person. Your recent travels should help you understand the possibilities that are out there...
hardluck5413:
Thanks for the compliment!! I knew what ya meant 
. Have fun with the swing. Tell me all about it. Hopefully after you break up, you don't end up like me. It's been a year and a half since I've had some. ah, what can ya do though?
. Have fun with the swing. Tell me all about it. Hopefully after you break up, you don't end up like me. It's been a year and a half since I've had some. ah, what can ya do though?