my boy and i, after 2 years 3 months and 5 days, decided to "demote our relationship" or as they say in highschool we "broke up"
i'm distracting myself as much as possible, but whenever i have time to think about it, it's really hard not to break down. i know there's nothing wrong with breaking down and it's to be expected but i can't allow myself to do that unless i'm alone. and the less time i spend alone, wallowing, listening to sad music the better right now.
i know i need to cry more, and will need to over several months i'm sure. but right now i don't want to think about it.
i'm distracting myself as much as possible, but whenever i have time to think about it, it's really hard not to break down. i know there's nothing wrong with breaking down and it's to be expected but i can't allow myself to do that unless i'm alone. and the less time i spend alone, wallowing, listening to sad music the better right now.
i know i need to cry more, and will need to over several months i'm sure. but right now i don't want to think about it.
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slackerinchief:
You think you feel bad? I just ate broccoli! Imagine how I feel!....still have those leafy bud things in my teeth....ewww yuck! 
poofylocket:
Sorry to hear about your breakup. My gf and I just broke up a couple weeks ago and even though we weren't together as long as you guys it's still really different now. We were together for a little over a year. It does leave a big gap in your life. Hope you find stuff to make you happy!