happy turkey day yall, I hope everyone's enjoying family and friends today on this fat holiday. :)
I am trying to enjoy this day and enjoy the fact that my first set is out for everyones viewing pleasure. ♥♥♥
But the not so happy part about today is that I caught my oh so loving boyfriend trying to cheat on me.....again....why oh why do I have to have such a big heart and such a huge willingness to forgive and handout chances. I do live with my heart on my sleeve and it usually gets ripped to shreds and thrown onto the floor and trampled on. Every damn time. But I keep picking it back up and putting what I can back together again...how do you deal with someone who continuously goes behind your back and cheats just cuz hes stressed and when hes done he comes back to you, never leaves you and cuts ties with the other girl, and then loves and loves and LOVES on you when you know what they have already done. Hes the love of my life and is my love at first sight......im in turmoil and im slowly, I feel, turning into a monster.
◇Ryyn◆
