The Pain within Me
Feelings of melancholy bottled inside
Loneliness and sadness are easy to hide
No one will know the Beast in me is more chilling then it appears
It is no one’s but mine as another sad day nears
The sun comes so it becomes the day of another
And it is a day like any other
The change that I need feels so far away
As though it would seem I have already fucked my day
Some existences strive for a new beginning
I exist because I am made to be just living
That is all…nothing more
I cannot find happiness in this day of lore
It teases me with giddiness
But yet leaves me with wretchedness
This is the struggle that happens to obstruct me
How can I go on with the darkness that feeds thee
Nothing…nothing…nothing
Understands the pain within me