ryotgirl

Hectic, hectic, hectic. This is my day to really rant and rave.

Took the day off today...to spend some time with the boy...and away from the screaming kiddies. It started out nice, but here I am, not in such a great mood.

Have u ever had those moments where you are perfectly fine one second, then all pissed off the next? (yes, you say, its called bipolar disorder) But no, that's not it. I think the stress of working for fucking nothing, barely any money and almost zero appreciation, is getting to me. My brother is going active into the Marines, which sucks so much. He was my best friend growing up, and right now, I feel like I have no one. My best friend is always with her stupid ass boyfriend and never has any time for anything other than his mean ass. The boy works too much and has too many "grown-up responsibilities", as he once put it. Haha. When you have to hang out with kids all the time, you begin to crave someone you can have a real conversation with...one that doesn't consist of cartoons and toys.
I'm not sure exactly what's going on in my head (but then again, who really does?)

There is one person that I know would really understand me and listen to every little complaint and take it to heart...but unfortunately, I lost her 4 years ago. So I guess I have to figure it out on my own.
AAAH!!!! what the fuck do i want?!

You know what would help right now? Some PEZ and the movie Old School.
I think I'll do that when i get some time

I hope everyone else is doing better than me hahahah. and go see Anchorman. it's not as good as Old School, but it's still funny!