Absolute and utter fury. That's all I can feel right now. Which means I'm going to have a total sobbing breakdown in about an hour.
So the latest drama is John doesnt want to be more than friends anymore. Because I told him this whole having sex without being in a relationship was starting to make me feel like a whore. It's true! I had to explain to my family this weekend that no, I wasn't dating him, but yes, I was spending weeks on end at his house! I FUCKING DESERVE TO BE DATED! So we've broken off. AHHHHHH!!!! I'm SOOOO PISSED!! It doesn't help that Karen and Dave aren't here for me to rage at. Thank God for Sean, though, not only did he let me in the house last night when John dropped me off without my fucking house key, but he refused to let me go off and cry alone and made me talk to him. There needs to be more guys like him in the world, honestly.
I just feel like screaming.
And after all this, I still like him! FUCK MY HEART!
So the latest drama is John doesnt want to be more than friends anymore. Because I told him this whole having sex without being in a relationship was starting to make me feel like a whore. It's true! I had to explain to my family this weekend that no, I wasn't dating him, but yes, I was spending weeks on end at his house! I FUCKING DESERVE TO BE DATED! So we've broken off. AHHHHHH!!!! I'm SOOOO PISSED!! It doesn't help that Karen and Dave aren't here for me to rage at. Thank God for Sean, though, not only did he let me in the house last night when John dropped me off without my fucking house key, but he refused to let me go off and cry alone and made me talk to him. There needs to be more guys like him in the world, honestly.
I just feel like screaming.
And after all this, I still like him! FUCK MY HEART!
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Cheer up a little though... Some of us are less bastardly than others.