RANT TIME --- You've been warned
I really hate that women get all the say in a sexual relationship. it's sexist and selfish, two things i'm VERY against.
Of course, that sentence in and of itself will make me sexist to most of the people this rant is directed too but that's cuz they're fucking imbeciles.
That said, here are a couple anecdotes illustration my point
i dated a girl for a year and got hand from her 3 times. If we didn't fuck (which we did, often i'll tell you) i didn't cum. at least not in her presence. Her "bad history with guys" made it so she was unwilling to give hand or head. I would give her oral for an hour, and then she would be done, and in no mood for sex, so she'd send me into her bathroom to jerk off, cuz she also hated the sight of male genitals (i swear she's gay)...
Where's the emotional and physically satisfying fairness in this? why teh fuck did i date someone so blindly selfish for over a year? Masochistic, i swear...
Second story:
i met a girl and she and i hit it off. We became fuck buddies and friends with hopes of more. one day she decided she was sick of being a "naughty girl" and swore of sexual activity of all sorts until she was in love. She told me to forget what we had done, the things she had done for with and to me, our emotions and just "be friends" cuz we were too far away for things to work and it was better that way.
From then on when we talked we'd argue, a lot. I'd make her cry and it was a huge mess. But still she kept trying and asking to have a long conversation with me, about nothing of important--yet claimed all i did was want sex.
my explanation: i think about sex when i'm horny, i'm a good conversationalist when i'm not (i have a one track mind when i'm horny, most guys do). But she just passed it off and said all i wanted was sex. So she wants me to forget everything i felt t owards her, and how turned on she made me whenever i saw her, so we could have a "nice conversation"...and then on top of that complains all i care about is sex.
now i think that's incredibly selfish. She wants me to push aside my basic human urges to converse with her, but she won't take 15 minutes to get me off cuz she's a "good girl now". it's bullshit. it's selfish to think i'm going to stop having urges just to talk to her.
Then last night i met a girl, on here.
really cool chick. too far away for anything emotional to happen (though as she says it, the emotional stuff already IS happening), and extremely beautiful. redhead, curves, great chest. just fucking stunning. but like every other messed up girl i attract (and am attracted to) she makes no sense, is indecisive and is fucking surprised to think someone could find her beautiful. her excuse is shyness. But she's fucking STUNNED when i tell her how amazing she is--like it's some miracle that someone on Earth could think this.
And i even want to show off for her on cam because i want to see her reaction and cuz i'm a manslut. Not to mention i like her. But she won't and she pauses her cam and runs away cuz she's "too shy" to see me naked. Okay, this makes no sense to me, and peeved, but respectful, i stop.
But the whole night she wears low cut open shirts or zipup hoodies and i'm sitting there DYING. But she's also too shy to do anything for me. eventually the shirt comes off and she walks around the house shirtless. As lovely as it is she thinks this solves everything. It just makes me even more frustrated. so now i cant even show off for her, let alone see her naked. This stunningly beautiful woman who's literally teasing me over here but is too daft to realize it.
I tell her this, and as per usual, she's fucking stunned. How could i be turned on by someone as ugly as her (this is after i tell her coutless times how beautiful she is). And i tell her just relax, have some fun, enjoy the conversation and we'll have some safe mindless fun, but she "can't do it" (more like won't). she can't for a minute just let go of her inhibitions because she's too scared of the world. In turn i'm left feeling stupid for wanting to show off for her, frustrated cuz i can't get off, and helpless cuz i can't get her to see how beautiful she is. like i'm the first guy who's ever told her this.
The night ends with me telling her the above stories to get her to see that i'm sick of women being able to have the final word in everything. That's not friendship let alone love. what happened to "do something for each other". i sat there all night making her laugh and smile (something which she thansk me profusely for cuz she hadn't in a while) yet she's too "complicated" to be able to say what she wants.
then THIS MORNING i tell her i'm gonna go take a shower and teh firsst words out of her mouth: take the cam in!
WHAT THE FUCK. MAKE UP YOUR MIND. DO YOU OR DO YOU NOT WANT TO SEE ME!?
"i'm...complicated...it's complicated. i'm sorry"
what the fuck ever...
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(more on stupid fucking societal double standards later)
I really hate that women get all the say in a sexual relationship. it's sexist and selfish, two things i'm VERY against.
Of course, that sentence in and of itself will make me sexist to most of the people this rant is directed too but that's cuz they're fucking imbeciles.
That said, here are a couple anecdotes illustration my point
i dated a girl for a year and got hand from her 3 times. If we didn't fuck (which we did, often i'll tell you) i didn't cum. at least not in her presence. Her "bad history with guys" made it so she was unwilling to give hand or head. I would give her oral for an hour, and then she would be done, and in no mood for sex, so she'd send me into her bathroom to jerk off, cuz she also hated the sight of male genitals (i swear she's gay)...
Where's the emotional and physically satisfying fairness in this? why teh fuck did i date someone so blindly selfish for over a year? Masochistic, i swear...
Second story:
i met a girl and she and i hit it off. We became fuck buddies and friends with hopes of more. one day she decided she was sick of being a "naughty girl" and swore of sexual activity of all sorts until she was in love. She told me to forget what we had done, the things she had done for with and to me, our emotions and just "be friends" cuz we were too far away for things to work and it was better that way.
From then on when we talked we'd argue, a lot. I'd make her cry and it was a huge mess. But still she kept trying and asking to have a long conversation with me, about nothing of important--yet claimed all i did was want sex.
my explanation: i think about sex when i'm horny, i'm a good conversationalist when i'm not (i have a one track mind when i'm horny, most guys do). But she just passed it off and said all i wanted was sex. So she wants me to forget everything i felt t owards her, and how turned on she made me whenever i saw her, so we could have a "nice conversation"...and then on top of that complains all i care about is sex.
now i think that's incredibly selfish. She wants me to push aside my basic human urges to converse with her, but she won't take 15 minutes to get me off cuz she's a "good girl now". it's bullshit. it's selfish to think i'm going to stop having urges just to talk to her.
Then last night i met a girl, on here.
really cool chick. too far away for anything emotional to happen (though as she says it, the emotional stuff already IS happening), and extremely beautiful. redhead, curves, great chest. just fucking stunning. but like every other messed up girl i attract (and am attracted to) she makes no sense, is indecisive and is fucking surprised to think someone could find her beautiful. her excuse is shyness. But she's fucking STUNNED when i tell her how amazing she is--like it's some miracle that someone on Earth could think this.
And i even want to show off for her on cam because i want to see her reaction and cuz i'm a manslut. Not to mention i like her. But she won't and she pauses her cam and runs away cuz she's "too shy" to see me naked. Okay, this makes no sense to me, and peeved, but respectful, i stop.
But the whole night she wears low cut open shirts or zipup hoodies and i'm sitting there DYING. But she's also too shy to do anything for me. eventually the shirt comes off and she walks around the house shirtless. As lovely as it is she thinks this solves everything. It just makes me even more frustrated. so now i cant even show off for her, let alone see her naked. This stunningly beautiful woman who's literally teasing me over here but is too daft to realize it.
I tell her this, and as per usual, she's fucking stunned. How could i be turned on by someone as ugly as her (this is after i tell her coutless times how beautiful she is). And i tell her just relax, have some fun, enjoy the conversation and we'll have some safe mindless fun, but she "can't do it" (more like won't). she can't for a minute just let go of her inhibitions because she's too scared of the world. In turn i'm left feeling stupid for wanting to show off for her, frustrated cuz i can't get off, and helpless cuz i can't get her to see how beautiful she is. like i'm the first guy who's ever told her this.
The night ends with me telling her the above stories to get her to see that i'm sick of women being able to have the final word in everything. That's not friendship let alone love. what happened to "do something for each other". i sat there all night making her laugh and smile (something which she thansk me profusely for cuz she hadn't in a while) yet she's too "complicated" to be able to say what she wants.
then THIS MORNING i tell her i'm gonna go take a shower and teh firsst words out of her mouth: take the cam in!
WHAT THE FUCK. MAKE UP YOUR MIND. DO YOU OR DO YOU NOT WANT TO SEE ME!?
"i'm...complicated...it's complicated. i'm sorry"
what the fuck ever...
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(more on stupid fucking societal double standards later)
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DW
go find deep fried icecream... it'll make everything right again.